Chapter 11 - Sweet Heart
Bonnar's point of view
After the feast, I said good night to everyone, and as usual made sure Fillun was in bed before going to my own chamber. As I closed the door, and got changed for bed, I heard footsteps. As I went to the door, it opened slowly, and a tousled black head popped around the door.
"Can we talk? I'm a bit giddy after the mead (honey liqueur) and I just want to talk for a few minutes." he said
"Of course, Fillun, come in," I said.
"OK, here's the thing." He sat down on the bed and I sat down beside him.
He looked at me with a small smile and began to shake a little.
"What's wrong, Fillun, are you alright?"
"Yes, Bonnar, I think I'm in love with you".
My heart gave a little leap and I tried to keep my emotions from showing how happy I was.
"Do you realise that this is a change in the way we act with each other and that it may have serious consequences down the line? You know that I have your grandmother's trust and I don't want to break that, for anything."
His face fell and he looked back up at me with sad eyes.
"Are you saying you don't care about me at all?"
"No that's not true, Fillun. You know I love you with all my heart. But that kind of love is a bit different and may take us both down a path which may cause a lot of difficulty for us. I'm not sure if you know what this may do to us."
He folded his arms, looking determined.
"Yes I do. I love you with all my heart. I don't want to be without you, and I don't want anyone else" he said
"Are you sure that this is what you want, Fillun?"
"Yes, Bonnar, I want this, I want you, I want us."
"Even when you're king? Do you know how difficult that will make things?"
"The people of Velastria will want their king to be happy. So will my grandmother. And so, I know - " he came close to Bonnar, bringing his lips up, "- do you."
Our lips met and I started to shake a little.
I couldn't help myself now, I couldn't stop myself from loving him, I wanted him, all of him. Now.
I looked at him with my eyes intent, still shaking a little.
"I want you, too, and no-one else. Ever. I want you with all of my heart. Is that what you want to hear?"
He moaned, then smiled and looked at me and moved closer again.
He placed his lips on mine and gave me a kiss, not short, not long. But deep.
Then he whispered, in my ear, "Be mine, tonight."
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