Love Insight (Complete)✅

Chapter 1: Lets Get This Over With.

Edmund, October 16

It was a day before my 18th birthday.  I can't really stand being with my parents another day.  Their constant yelling at me, hitting me, selling me, and neglection.

Those are the only things I have known for all of my life.  No happiness, no love, no joy, no nothing.  My mother and father think my existence is a mistake and I shouldn't be alive.  I have tried it you know, killing myself.  All attempts have failed, like something was stopping me from killing myself. 

I will list my failed attempts
1. Toaster was plugged in while I was in the tub I dropped it in and the power went out.
2. I was on a chair in front of a rope, I put my head through the rope and the ceiling fell on me.
3. I tried to jump off of the packhouse and someone caught me. 
4. I stabbed myself in the heart and someone saved me

There are a lot more attempts that I can not remember.  "Mistake get ready we have to be at the packhouse in 10 minutes!"  My 'mother' screamed at me from downstairs. 

"Yes, Mother."  I said and got changed.  I walked carefully down the stairs making sure not to fall.  When I reached the end I thought I was safe but my father came over to me and tripped me. 

I fell on my nose breaking it in the process.  I stood up and was going to dress the wound but both my mother and my father ushered me out of the house and into the car. 

"You better not bleed on my seats."  My father scolded me and I held my nose making sure all of the crimson liquid would not fall on the seat. 

After a short drive to the packhouse, I was able to get out of the car.  My nose stopped bleeding.  That was the only good thing about this trip. 

We walked in and I was instantly frozen with fear. 

So many people.  "Come on."  my mother whisper yelled at me.  I was walking very stiffly towards the end of the crowd. 

The Alpha was going to give up his position to his son Alex.  He walked up to the crowd and spoke in a loud but kind voice.  "I need an omega to go and find my son."  He stated plainly. 

My parents immediately offered me up.  Me being the introvert I am walked stiffly up the steps to the alpha.  "Thank you please go find my son and bring him out here."  He stated nicely. 

I walked down the hallway knocking on all the doors and asking if Alex was in there.  I got to the fifth door and asked if Alex was in there and Alex opened the door.  I quickly went stiff as aboard. 

"Your um um Father um wants you, Alpha."  I squeaked out being scared of the alpha.  I looked him in the eyes and saw his eyes change color from a soft green to a dark red.  His wolf was front a center.  "Call me love. Not Alpha, pup."  His wolf's voice sounded very hot.  "But Alpha-"  I was cut off, "Call me Love." He said to me in a sweet tone holding my chin up so that my eyes were meeting his. 

"But Love, your father wants to see you," I said timidly, the alpha came up close to me, I could feel his breath.  "Thanks, Pup." The alpha said and gave my forehead a kiss before having his eyes go back to a soft green. 

He looked down at me and walked around me to get to his father. I made sure that I could not see him any longer and released my breath.  Once I got back to my family the alpha started the process.

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Once the process was done everyone bowed their heads as a sign of respect.  Even my parents did.  Everyone left and it was just my family and the alphas family.  My mother and father went up to the new alpha with me at their side. 

"We would like to give our son up to one of our rivaling packs to claim peace with them."  My mother spoke in a soft tone, the alpha thought about it.  His eyes changed back to the blood-red meaning the wolf was in front. 

"No,"  He boomed in an alpha tone making me, my mother, and my father bow or look to the ground in my case.  "Pup will stay with you guys until he turns 18.  When he reaches that age and no longer wants to live with you, he can come live in the packhouse."

"Pup look at me."  He softly asked and I shyly looked up at him.  "When you turn 18 you can not leave the pack.  Do you understand?"

"Yes Alpha, I understand,"  I said tripping over a small amount of those words.  We all bowed our heads and left to go to the car.  We arrived at the car and my face came smashing into the silver paint.  "What the hell was that!?"  My mother screamed at me slamming my head down on the car again.  My father came into view.  "Hunny stop,"  He spoke softly to her, "You're going to wreck the car."  He said.  "Fine, but your walking home."  She said getting in the car and driving away. 

It was going to be a long walk home.  I thought to myself.  I started my long walk back to the house.

***

I finally made it home after an hour of walking.  The lights were not on in the house meaning they locked the front door.  I had to climb through my window again.  I always left my windows unlocked for this occasion. 

I walked over to a tree that was closest to my room and climbed up it.  I was climbing and climbing until I reached for a branch and it snapped.  I fell right on my ass.  Luke healed the pain for me and I thanked him.  I couldn't get to my room without falling a couple more times so I shifted and ran into the woods. 

My wolf is much smaller than a lot of other omegas here.  My wolf is a snowy white color with icy blue eyes and a grey-tipped tail.  I used to hide from my parents in the snow when they would hit me and they could never find me not even their wolves could find me. 

I just have to wait until tomorrow to leave my house and move in with the alpha.  The Alpha wolf seems nice, I don't know about Alex, people say that he's mean and I believe that.  If he is mean to me then I am leaving the pack and never coming back. 

I really hope that tomorrow is a better day.  I lie down and close my eyes.  I wake up but I am not in control, Luke is.

Luke was running back to the packhouse.  Luke was running up to a window in the packhouse.  Luke yelped trying to get someone's attention, and he did.  The window opened up and out came the alpha.  The alpha quickly shut the window and left.  Luke was still waiting where he was like a good boy.  The alpha came out of the house in his wolf form. 

The alpha came up to me and let out a low growl.  Luke being Luke bowed his head and the alpha stopped growling.  Luke looked back up and our eyes met the alphas he eyes sparkled.  The alpha came closer to Luke and started, licking him?  The alpha was very much taller than Luke by like 9 inches.  It was pitch black with his red crimson eyes.

But it looked fucking cool.  I don't look that cool in my wolf form. 

I feel this weird connection with the alpha.  I think it's just nothing.

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