He's assuming I don't want him anymore :( I only blocked him, I don't deserve someone to treat me like he did. He always said he cared about me and then he does the worst soon after. Why do I always believe him? D: I set myself up for failure when I met him :( He tells me he wants to be my friend but then why leave me? Why did you assume that after I blocked you, leaving was your way of movement? I didn't want to forget you, you're a memory I wish I never had. It sucks because if we never cared enough, we wouldn't feel this way. I'm offended. Did I mean nothing to you? Was I only a part of your world for half a minute? You think I blocked you because I wanted to? I didn't want to hurt you; I didn't want to ask you about our friendship because you were only focused on her. Why is her playlist gone? Why did you unfollow me on everything? Why did you walk away, I was only helping myself? I'm not as greedy as you, I don't care how long it takes, I will heal. You left for four days and ended up coming back. Why did you come back? If you didn't think you wanted me in any romantic form, then you could've stayed gone, the laws of love don't count for you, because you only had some girl for the amount of time, I didn't block you. How did you find out you were blocked? I wonder, were you trying to text me :/ is it because that girl left you? Why is her playlist gone, why don't you post about her anymore? She was your "fiancé" right? if she was so important, more important than me. why are you guys not together? Why is evidence of your liking her missing? as soon as I block you. Maybe you need to get your priorities straight. Love isn't easy, for you. It wasn't easy for me and after what happened in October, I wish I never met you. Gaslighter, asshole, complete hypocrite. You're the whole deal, but instead. I fell for your looks on September 7th, because you made that post with your pink hair, smile, the ring we matched with :D but then you completely disregarded me, threw me away. Everyone said you're not worth it. Why did you leave me on open? Why couldn't you have taken the time to talk to me :( Like you used to. I wish things were different and we were still together because everything we did together made me feel better. Even if I was overthinking, although you gaslighted me when we broke up. You told me you didn't like breaks and you completely left me stranded with words. You told me you didn't like me ideas and you kept shutting me out. someone who also said, "How could you love someone you just met?" :( won. Sounds familiar? Your words, not mine. You unadded me on everything, but I still wish you would care. If you cared enough. If only. When you love someone, you'll help them get through their issues in the relationship. Because you didn't help me communicate, I overthought. I heard you knew I was overthinking, your selfish. For leaving when I only needed communication that you knew I needed. I only wanted communication :( You never let me speak, you always tell me idk, you told me before "if you don't want to be my friend then unfollow me" I went as far as blocking you to make you happier this time. But now you know, and I can't change how much I wish you never left :( You see me, you recognize me so why don't you help me. I only wanted your help; I didn't want you to leave like I did. And now your gone. Now we're not friends, anymore...I miss you, but I don't miss the new you, I miss you. This was never you. Stealing everyone's personalities but why would you do that? Your just taking half of me away, like you stole the other half a long time ago. What do you want from me? Was it all to make me jealous? why did you hurt me on purpose. If you're reading this, I hope you know that this is my only way of telling you anything. Never take me for granted again. I'm not here for you to play around with. I never was. Not until we broke up, in your eyes I think you saw me as nothing but something to mess around with till you got tired. I hope you get confused on why I feel this way. because your only being insensitive.
