inner self

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i cant knock on a door or ask for a napkin

i cant call you and ask you how you  are

i will just pray that you are doing fine

i cant raise my hand to answer without fear of being wrong

i cant freely hangout with new people without feeling of being judged


its like being in a cage thats unlocked 

i can get out but i have unwillingly locked myself 

i can not discuss it with my parents , fearing they will not understand  me 

wanting to feel but i have made myself numb

it is like suffocating but you are still breathing

its not a way to live but  its a way to die.


                                                                                                                                              manya

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