So where to start?
I honestly don't know where to start but it started when we were in senior high.
"Gabbi!"
Lumingon ako sa likod ko tapos nakita ko si Beatrice na may dalang guitar.
"Saan ka?"
Sumabay siya sa akin sa paglakad kaya medyo komportable na akong dumaan sa daan.
"Cleaners."
Tumango si Bea sa akin ng paulit ulit.Lumiko siya pagkarating namin sa second floor.
"May practice kami"she said teasing me.Shes waving her hand while laughing her ass out.Ang saya niya tingnan.
I rolled my eyes tapos pumasok na sa loob ng classroom.I saw number of people inside.Some are chatting and the rest are cleaning.
Kinuha ko ang walis sa gilid tapos nagsimulang magwalis.I should finish this in five minutes or else I will be late again.
Pagdating ko sa dulo pinulot ko nalang ang mga papel tsaka mga pakpak ng pagkain.Naghanap ako ng basurahan sa loob pero Wala.Wala ding duskpan.Lalabas na sana ako nang makita ko ang isang lalaki na nagpupulot din ng basura.
"Asan banda ang basurahan?"tanong ko.
He face me tapos tingnan ang mga hawak kong basura tapos binalik ang tingin sa mukha ko.
"Ah.Ako na."he said.I was hesitant but I remember na nagmamadali Pala ako.Binigay ko sa kanya and yes Hindi ako nagthank you.Kailangan ba?
I am not a nice person but something in me felt guilty.Tiningnan ko ang Oras and I have a few minutes nalang.Lakad takbo na Ang ginawa ko para lang umabot.
After the practice nagpahinga muna ako sa hagdan na nasa labas ng training center.Kinuha ko ang water bottle ko tas uminom.I am sweating but I know I still smells good.Nakaupo lang ako tapos nakatingin sa kawalan.
After a few minutes I decided to go home.I took a nap and studied.
"Dinner."
I saw my mom na nasa pinto ng kwarto ko.I then remove my earphones and walk to her out.
Kinabukasan may klase kasi Wednesday.
Turns out there's an announcement saying we will be in the 2nd sem.And there's changes like the section and subjects and subject teachers and also classmates.Kaklase ko pa din si Bea tho
2nd Sem came.
Many unfamiliar faces inside the room.I just stared blankly at my desk.Then someone got in.I mean number of people got inside and one of them is familiar.
"Hindi Tayo magkatabi."
I rolled my eyes at Bea.She's afar kasi Lim ako tapos siya Reyes.Or maybe not.
The familiar boy sat near my chair but not beside me.I find it uncomfortable but I gathered myself already.
After class I have hangouts to attend so pumunta na ako sa venue agad.Turns out my classmate/the familiar boy was there too.
"Cy. You?"
I was stunned because he sat beside me and introduced himself.
"Call me Gab.We are classmates?"I said acting comfortable and confident but not really.
He nodded and then we became friends.We even followed each other on ig and fb after that day.
The next thing was we felt comfortable with each other.We chat always.We're like best friends or good friends rather.
College came to our life.
He started to care for me a lot.
"Why are you giving me these?"I asked him while staring at the melons on my plate.
"You like it and I don't."he said.
It is cool but it feels so different.
The next day naabutan ko siya sa bahay.
"I dropped you a book."he said.
"I don't read."
"It is an academic book.You said you want to be a doctor.You're planning to take Psychology in college and turns out I have books related to it."
"What is your intention?"I asked him straight to the point.He look to me checking if I am serious or what I am talking about.But I know he knows what I mean.
"What?"he said trying to ignore it.
"Why did you give me melons?It is not the usual.And now books.You are my friend,good friend.We are good friends but we don't do such things.Now I want to know what is your intention."
"I like you."
I expected it but I am still surprised.
"I like you too but now is not the right time."I said and he looked amazed and surprised at first.
"Let's stay friends.I have a lot of responsibilities at home and in acads.Ypu know that"
So yes we never had any labels.We are still good friends but we both know that it is beyond.
For a year we were friends but then for just a while of not communicating with each other because we were both busy or maybe ako lang.
He impregnate someone.
