A Time Period On Our Love

The Clock starts

The love I have for you is a love I never thought I could have. You took a heart you didn't break and mended it like something that had just been remade. You made me feel whole again and gave me a reason to smile, something I haven't done for quite a while. When I look at you, all I can think about is how happy you make me. I adore the way you fiddle with your ears when you're nervous, as well as your smile and laugh. I wouldn't alter a thing about you if I had the chance. Do you know the saying? "No one is perfect," but you, Ariana, are perfect in my eyes. Each day I get to spend with you is a blessing and each day I love you more, Today more than yesterday, and less than tomorrow. That's why it hurts because I don't want you to see you go, 

"Take the necessary treatments," I told her. "We'll go from doctor to doctor if we have to I don't care!!". "Yes I know there is no cure for cancer but if you go chemo at least there's a chance you know? "There is a chance you will live". "If you don't go at all there's no chance". "I can't imagine life without you, please don't make me live without you please", I pleaded to her. I tried to convince her that what I was telling her is the right thing to do.  After hours of listening to me rant about all the things I thought would be best for her, she explained why she didn't want to go do chemo or go to doctors or any of that stuff.

She said, " I want to enjoy the time I have left with you instead of in a hospital every day". "There is a chance I won't live past the medicine there is no guarantee I will live". She then goes on to say  "so let's make memories with the time we have left, I rather go places I've never been to, Do the thing I never did before, and eat foods iv never tasted". "I want to live like there is no tomorrow every day until there's no tomorrow for me".

With a tear coming down her face she says "I want to do it all with you so when my time finally comes il be able to look back and say, I enjoyed what little time I had left with you, I wanna die in peace instead of regret". I don't want to be constantly thinking "I should have done this or I should have done that". 

The memories we will make before my time, I know you'll cherish them I know you won't let those memories die and that brings me peace so please don't fight me on this, I made up my mind This is what I want. After she had finished explained to me the reason for what she wanted I went to her and I gave her a hug. With a tear coming down my eye I said okay, I will make sure we have the time of our lives together and so after that day I took a vacation from work, and our journey together started.