Always in kai pov
Kai Vermilion- Going to pretty much be me.
Birthday: 12-27-2000
Pronouns: he/they (trans ftm)
Age:17
Height: 5'2"
Sexuality: pansexual, asexual, polyamorous.
Likes: quiet, pretty things, eating random objects, potatoes, blood.
Dislikes: loud or sudden noises, gross and ugly things, being touched, tomatoes, the government, pain.
Character description
Hair: light brown, almost a mullet, very fluffy.
Eyes: green and purple around the edges.
Skin tone: pale asf
Other: has anxiety, depression, suicidal thoughts, homicidal thoughts and tendencies, slight eating disorder, autism (I am on the spectrum and have an iep), tics, obsessive. Has fang like teeth but broke one of them and wore two more down a bit from eating rocks.
Family: absolute trashCharacters that will show up (not owned by me)
Mo Dao Zu Shi
Bnha
Heaven officals blessing
The promised neverland
Bungo stray dogs
Banana fish
And So It Begins chapter 1"Oi, can you please fuck the hell off?" My quiet voice whispered.
"Shut up tranny! You think a pathetic bitch like you can tell me what to do!" The boy screamed in my ear, my anger was slowly rising as I tried to keep calm, "That's what I thought, quiet now huh?"
'I'm gonna fucking kill myself' I rolled my eyes at my own thoughts, as I often do, getting lost in my mind is a common occurrence. 'Just pack your shit and leave. Come on Kai. Your fine, you got this' I grabbed my bag off the floor and my sketchbook off the old school desk. I stood up too quickly and my vision went fuzzy but quickly cleared. There was this horrid sound of chairs scraping against the tiled floors as the other students in class got up to leave and move to 4th period.
"Hey Kai, how are you doing? I saw what happened in class, are you alright?" A short blond girl spoke softly to me, 'how sweet' I giggled. She was adorable and had these big blue eyes and had a bunny hair clip pinning her bangs to the side.
"I'm good. thanks for asking," I muttered, a slight smile spreading across my face. I waved goodbye and started to walk to my next class. I was almost their when I tripped on my shoe and face planted in the middle of the fucking hallway. 'Nope I'm done. Fuck this shit I'm litterally gonna kill myself.' I feel like crying at how pathetic I am. 'Woooow look at you. You can't even walk without fucking it up.'
I stood up and turned back around and instead of going to class, I went to the stairs and dragged my body up them. I got to the roof (which is blocked off becuse I keep trying to kill myself) and broke the lock, becuse fuck the government!
"Your not supposed to be up here." An ugly bald, egg headed asshole spit out.
"Good. Go die." 'I need to stop telling people to die. Nahhh.'
"That's it! You miss, are going to have detention with me after school till 5!" Egg headed bitch really just misgendered me.
I grabbed his arm and dragged him onto the roof before I, aggressively slammed the door. Totally nessisary.
"What do you think your doing young lady!? Get your fithy hands off of me!" Fuck face sputtered out.
"Says the litteral fucking pedophile!" I'm getting to angry I need to chill out. Nah to much work. I walked over to the pedophile egg head and shoved him off the roof. Woopsies! I giggled and crouched down to watch him fall, and fall he did, not only did he fall, he also splattered dead on the ground just like a broken egg. Aww too bad.
I took a deep breath and got ready for the cops to come. I threw up on the ground near me and started crying and hyperventilating. I was screaming at the top of my lungs. The heavy metal door slammed open and I continued to scream and cry for help. I let out sob after sob.
"Miss Vermilion, we know you pushed him. Please stop faking and shut up." The school resource officer spoke with more than just a hint of venom in his voice.
"...Meow?" I anjdbdjakaka lmfao I just meowed bahaha! As I was lost in my head laughing at my stupidity I felt a sharp sting on my cheek. Now that, really pissed me off. I pushed myself into a standing position and walk forward a step. I was now right in the resource officers face. "Did you just raise your hand at me?" I asked my face twitching in anger and I balled up my fists.
"So what if I did? Going to run to your mother? Oh wait, shit! I totally forgot she killed herself! Guess not even your own mother could stand you!" Damn he talks too much.
"I'm out!" I did a salute at my words then threw myself off the roof. And guess what I lived! Yay! I'm so fucking Happy! I should run. Yeah. I got up and my bones creaked like an old door, it's finee. I dusted myself off and made a run for it, I ram into a tree and start crying at the pain but keep runing. I find myself deep in the woods by a lake. 'Drown yourself' bet.
I stood up dripping wet. Failed again, damn I really am bad at everything.
I'm ending here as of rn and you can call me Bee. I'm tired and need to hibernate.
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