Saturday March 5th, 2022 8:29 PM
So, I was asked out to my school's prom by one of my senior friends in my art class (the only class I have with him and the only other time of the day I see him besides first thing in the morning before class), right? And so he takes me on a date to Starbucks to just chat and hang, right? I don't like him or anything, but I'm more than willing to go with him because I'm comfortable with him.
So he decides...that it's a good idea to tell me the reason why he asked me out. I mean, I was curious bc I'm insecure and who would ever want me right hahahaha-
So he tell me the reason (I didn't ask, he just told me) and you know what it was? Well, since I wasn't going with my friend's boyfriend's brother (it was a set up thing and I chickened out bc I didn't know him and I was nervous) and I really wanted to go to the prom with a boy and he was only going if he had a date, one of his friends suggested that he just ask me out. You know? He has no date, I have no date and I really want one, so why not?
Yeah, wrong thing to say. I wish he didn't say anything. Still going with him tho. Not going to just tell him 3 hours after our date ended that I wasn't going to go with him anymore. I don't have the guts to do it.
Here's to "relationship" #3 for not being a good one.
Why do I bother with love right now? My younger brother has a better love life that me. He has a girlfriend and he's danced with her for an event? Why can't I have someone to love too or just someone to dance with just for a night without any of this BS?
Ik this sadness is only temporary and that once I sleep, I'll feel much better. Just gotta sleep it off...
