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1 week later

"I feel like I've lost my bond with Trey because of Derwin and I's relationship" I added to my rant.

"What do you mean," Kelly asked sitting her glass down, "Trey and I used to always hang out together and be together 24/7 but now he's never around and we only talk about Bella" I elaborated

"It's common sense, he messed up you and Derwin before he ain't tryna do it again Med school" Tasha sipped her wine.

"Shut up Tasha" I rolled my eyes but flinched when she jumped at me. "It sounds to me like you need to spend some more time with Trey," Kelly told me.

"Don't listen to this bitch, if she does that her and Derwin gone be all over the place again" Tasha argued with Kelly.

"WOW! Can we get back to what I want" I put more bass in my voice so they could lower theirs?

"How do you feel" Kelly grabbed my knee, I looked at both of them feeling the tears swell up in my eyes.

"I feel like I lose myself every time I get with Derwin, it's crazy because he's the only one that makes me happy but for me to keep him happy I have to lower my standards" they both gave me sympathetic looks.

The same ones they did the first day we met and I cried to them in the bathroom. "Did Derwin even say anything to make you lose this bond, or does he say anything when you feel like lowering your standard" Kelly questioned

"See that's the thing Derwin doesn't have a problem with anything I do, he says he just wants me to be happy. It's just my overthinking" I admitted, it's true.

Derwin doesn't have any type of problem with me staying out with Trey or anything, it's just I know they've had problems before because of me and I don't want it again.

If it was anyone else, just a random guy I wouldn't even care but because it's Derwin it's just eating at me.

I know everyone knows Trey and I will never be together and I think it's because we've been knowing each other for about 7 years and the only time we've been intimate was at a moment in my life when I was at my lowest.

Now we have a daughter and we've been friends strictly going on 8 years well 3 if we counting off our pregnancy.

"It seems to me like you the one with the problem" Tasha came over to sit by me, "Listen, Mel, stop causing trouble with things that aren't worth troubling. If it's not broken don't fix it, you'll just make it worst" she explained

I looked at both of them and smiled wiping my unnecessary tears, "I love you guys" I pulled them in for a hug.

"Unt uh bitch this a 200$ weave" Tasha pushed me off of her causing Kel and I both to laugh.

"You always have to ruin it" Kelly jokingly said before standing up and right then Jason, Malik, and Derwin walked through the door.

"So I have a problem" Derwin gained all of their attention, "Here we go again" Malik put his hand on his head.

"So all of you guys were at Isabella's birth, both of her birthday parties, all of her playdates, coming to see her every day, etc but you guys couldn't come to see Dj," he said.

They all smacked their teeth "We don't like Janay" they all stated together including me, "We barely like Melanie" Jason whispered

"Jason" Kelly laughed hitting his shoulder, "I 'll have you know, I was happy about Kelly divorcing you" I fake smiled.

Even though they didn't get the divorce I was happy for her thinking about it, we all hung out for a while before heading home.

"Derwin does Trey and I relationship bother you?" I asked out of the blue, "Not at all, why does ours bother him" he started getting paranoid.

He knows I value trey's opinion but even if he told me not to get with Derwin I still would.

"No it doesn't but I thought you felt some type of way towards him so I haven't been talking to him unless it's about Bella" I responded

"Melanie, you can talk to who you want honestly, I only want you to be happy. If your relationship with Trey makes you happy don't try to ruin it because of me" I smiled leaning to kiss him.

"I'm going to call him" he nodded and I left the room, I called him six times.

"Hello"

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