The Lonely Girl

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It was a story of a girl. A fifteen year old girl who was lost in her own world. Her life was miserable. She faught against her demons alone. Her pain was something which she couldn't share with anyone.
She was 10, when all this freaking bullshit started happening. It was her cousins wedding when for the first time she felt insecured. Her cousin, who was 25 years elder to her took her to a corner,where it was all dark and silent, and sexually harassed her. He touched her at her breast and kissed her on her neck. She was young and she couldn't just understand anything. She didn't have any idea. She couldn't understand what was happening to her. She pushed him hard and ran away.Months past, she forgot. It was some function that day and he met her there, again. She stayed with het mother all the time. She didn't leave her mother for a minute. That man, he came there where she was sitting. He called her. She ignored. He her called her again and this time her mother heard him calling her. Her mother said "Dear, go. Your brother is calling you". She couldn't refuse to her mother and she went. That man, he showed her porn videos. She was blank. She couldn't understand anything. She was just 10 years old. She felt awkward. She made an excuse and ran away.
Years past. She became 12. Things were going normal but for how long they could be normal.
Her mother's uncle, a 50 year old man hugged her in a awkward way. She felt insecure once again. She felt that "BAD TOUCH" once again. But, she couldn't understand anything yet. That uncle whenever he met her, he tried harassing her every time. She grew old and things continued.
Finally, she came to know about this Good Touch and Bad Touch. She realized what had happened and what was happening with her. She locked herself. She cried. She screemed and no one could hear her dreadful screams. She didn't tell anything to anyone because she thought that if she tells anything to her parents then maybe it affects the relationship of her parents and so she kept quiet.
Her parents were not the perfect couple though. She used to fight, alot. But, they just stayed together for the sake of their children. Her father used to beat her whenever he used to be angry. She had no one but just her pain by her side and maybe that was the reason she became so rude and arrogant. She became a cutter. She started cutting herself to lessen the pain. She started pretending to be a happy. She always wore a Smile so that no one could see her pain.
She had Scars all over her body. She was a broken hearted girl. She was all alone, shouting out her pain but no ome could see, maybe because of her Smile that she always wore. :)