My Final Home

part 1

Lena knows the feeling,
Kara also knows the feeling.

Lena's home started from the moment she met the Kryptonian, from the moment she saw her on TV, rescuing the people of National City from myriad.
She knew, she must move to this city where Supergirl is, because only then she can prove that a Super and a Luthor can work together.

Did she know then that Supergirl's blue eyes burned her soul? Could she have known what whirlpool of emotions she was going to experience?
Because leaving a job, a relationship, confidence, love, just to rehabilitate your last name, it has to be something inner, something deeper that moved her to cut all that stuff.
So she moved to National City, and the feeling was liberating, and her release from the shackles of her family was  supergirl.

When Kara heard that Lena was the only one who was not in the explosion, she wanted to hear Lena's side even though they had every reason to believe that Lena was behind the attack, she was a Luthor!
But when Kara and Klark entered Lena's office Kara gave Klark to Lead the conversation , and Lena did not shy away from his accusations against her.

She told them that she has been adopted when she was 4 years old and that she wants to do good in the world, to change her last name for the better.
And Kara understood, understood it and knew that Lena is not a ordinary Luthor, oh no.
Kara's family wasn't innocent, Kara tried to rehabilitate what her mother had done to her aunt, but to no avail, the hatred was rooted.

When Lena finished telling her story and asked if they could understand that this is what she was trying to do, Kara answered "yes" and then their first serious eye contact was made.

Something in the young reporter made Lena feel exposed, because the second she spoke the young reporter mentioned Supergirl, The one whom she made all this changes in her life.
Who is this reporter? How she hit her like that right in the heart, she didn't even understand what she was doing to her...
so she had the courage to reveal her story, because of the young reporter who mentioned Supergirl.

Kara had a slight stutter when Lena approached her directly, because Lena thought Kara was a real reporter, and not just a helper, and it caught her, because what she could not believe in herself, Lena already believed she was.

Lena's influence on her was strong, so strong that she influenced her career path, to be a reporter.

And so the story of Super and Luthor began.

Lena knew the feeling
Kara also knew the feeling.

Her heart was broken, it was broken ...

it didn't feel like a fracture, it felt like her heart was intact and had deep bruises and cuts that made it difficult for him to function normally.
Normal breathing after what she discovered felt to her like the hardest action.

She killed her brother, for her friends and mostly because of her, because of Supergirl. 
Lex, who was always the one who pushed her to the edge, to the edge of excellence and who was by her side and the first to teach her what it takes to be Luthor, had to find out from him that her only real friend on the city kept hers biggest secret from her. 

She killed the only one who believed in her and the only one she believed in, broke her heart. 
Kara, the sweet and shy Kara, she loved the blonde, loved to flirt with her, and she loved the number of times Kara had to arrange her glasses because of her discomfort.