This is the question that I never find how to answer it. I can tell you what death is but life is an unknown question for me. I lost two important person in 1 month and this is the first time that I feel the pain which causes the silence for me. The silence which hurt a lot but there is no bursting in crying, shouting and with a endless loneliness which make you to see everything clearly but say nothing. Watching painful moment for several time make you believe that there is no better future, no hope like you are at the end of the sea at the middle of endless tunnel without any light and no one for help. Death is not painful the decent but for others who love that one. I don't know how to scape from these conditions but I only know that I need to survive. Need to laugh need to be strong. I just know the but not how. I wish I could talk about it, I could say what is happening but everytime, in these kinds of situation you can't express the exact feeling which you are so confused about it. I feels like the eternity of pain and hopelessness.
"Things will get better" is one of the most favorite dialogue in one of my favorite series. But do you know when ?
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Our bubble on the sea
Espiritualour life is like bubble with different layer, we can share our layer with others, but the main layer is only us. the real person who live in us. this is the story of me or better internal me. I am not native speaker in English. so sorry for my gra...
