Rula Deti Hai - OS

Rula Deti Hai

The sea reminds me of you - I feel your presence, your playful laughter echoes in my ears, your innocent face flashing before my eyes, I didn't realise that I was walking deep into the waters until I was pulled back - by my Yaar.

Reminiscing you drowns me in grief while my friends never fail to make me laugh. They seem more honest in front of your so-called love. Every evening they come without fail and make me drink in your name. Unlike you who just left...

You are an enigma, a drug, an addiction in my life. I still can't process your absence and I hate you for doing this to me. For leaving me. I want answers...

Yes, I have turned into an alcoholic drowning in your love, with a broken heart never to be mended again. I sit watching the memories we made for the first time since your departure. The doorbell distracts me and my true friends are here. I act okay for a while but can't help breaking down...

I look down upon my bloodied hands as I hold the broken beer bottle. I watch my Friends gasping in pain - the same way you were when they brutally raped you to death in your last memory saved for me...