Just Leave

So It Goes...

Just leave me, already.

Stop the torture.

I feel distant.

You talk to me and we had fun,

But I am quickly left in a ditch.

I am temporary, it seems.

It happens all too soon.

We are having lots of fun.

Laughing and joking.

Telling secrets and stories.

Close as ever.

Then BAM.

Just like that.

I'm left alone.

I am the dog.

You are the owner.

I admire you.

Love you.

You say you love me,

But I know you don't.

But

One day,

We go for a ride.

It's so much fun.

It reminds me that you might love me.

That there's a possibility you actually

...

care.

Then

You carelessly

Open up the door

And let me fly out.

My head is spinning

With questions like

"Why?"

I never did anything wrong.

At least I think so.

All I did was try to enjoy the moment

We shared.

The tears.

The rage.

I think I'll never see you again.

That you're another friend lost.

That no one will ever care,

Ever love or appreciate me.

I try to be what you want.

Who you like,

Care for,

Appreciate,

And love.

But I know it's only temporary.

Fake.

Then the depression kicks in