Big Hero 6: Hiro's depression (Completed)

Final Author's Note

Heyo reader! I am shocked by how many people actually decided to read this book. I wrote this based on something I was personally dealing with and a lot of the things here were writing at the time. 

I was not in a great place as I wrote this but was dealing with a major thing of depression. A lot of what I wrote here was a lot of my own thoughts and I was assaulted myself. The dude kept pushing me into a relationship with him even going far and tried things... and I wasn't interested until he kept pushing for me to be in a relationship after I said no many many times. Yes, I kept in mind he was a bad dude. But college and being in the same program and Being a kind person couldn't exactly help with the situation. I won't go into details as I am slowly moving on. yeah he was offered a plea deal and he took it as I also could not stand if I had to mentally breakdown and be near him. 

Thankfully the guy had been found guilty and is now a criminal in Canada and I got justice after 2 years of reporting it. I wouldn't have gotten any justice after 3 years but because covid19 kept pushing and delaying. Please note that a lot of this story was very dark as that was where my mind was. There were times I hated myself for what happened. Sometimes I feel like it is my fault on how I was easily pressured into being into a forced relationship after I repeatedly said no.

 Now a lot of the details were a bit altered in the book as I wasn't ready to pour my heart out plus the court was dealing with the case as I was writing this. I can tell you that since the dude got his sentence last September, I have been doing very well both mentally and physically. Being that the stress of having to worry about where and what he was doing caused me to gain a shit ton of weight among other shit. But now I have lost a lot of the stress weight and I do have depression but it pops up now and then but I have been surrounded by my close family and getting support for it. I hope that if you're struggling to reach out to anyone who you personally trust even if it is a therapist. I hope you (as dark as this story is..) enjoyed the book. I know that for me writing about things like personal issues helps if it is portrayed with a character you like or if it's from a  series/movie you enjoy.  On top of all this, I got my furbaby to also help me and lemme tell you, my cat has also helped me with some of the remaining depression.  I show you him in a few photos below to make your day. His Name is Vinny Von Drake. He is a 1-year-old hyperactive Tabby.