Run To You (ZhanYi)

Run to you

Zhan empties another glass of whiskey and taps fingers on it, drawing in the thoughts. his beautiful eyes slowly becomes cloudy because of drink and sadness fills them as he...remembers. everyone around is dancing and having fun but Zhan only thinks about him...that special one. Friends eye him with hesitation and at the end sign pretty girl to start acting. Latter one moves near to him and gently holds Zhan's arm, leaning head on his shoulder

"Why won't we get to know each-other better?" Her voice soft and seducing at the same time, but young man stays dazed and doesn't give any attention "why acting cold? do I look ugly for you?"

"Zhan" friend gently shakes him and smiles "she is talking to you"

"get off damn it" Zhan frees himself and pushes her back quite roughly, he glares at everyone and suddenly throws whiskey bottle to the wall. everyone gets startled in the bar but no one dares to move, as Zhan's expression looks terrifying "I didn't waste my precious time to handle some horny girls. I came because you complained about me being bad friend but..." Zhan deeply breaths in and continues with shaking voice "you keep forcing me, you keep meddling in my business"

"we just..."

"I'm leaving" Zhan takes credit card out from wallet and throws it on the table "it was my treat, spend as much as you want"

"Zhan wait" friend chases after him and begs "stop please, we want only good for you. don't bury yourself alive. you're still very young, you can start over"

"do you even realize your words? you want me to abandon him? my first and only love? you think just hiring some pretty girls is enough to make me forget him?"

"wake up, Yibo is..."

"don't you dare..." Zhan grabs his collar and says through his teeth "don't mention him anymore. I can give up on you all, on everything but not Yibo"

"Really wish you two never met from the beginning. That silly boy only caused you pain, I preferred to see you acting like jerk as before but not suffering this much"

"I really want to beat you up now...but Yibo won't like it. He is only miracle of my life, you're just unable to understand" Zhan leaves with disgusted face and gets in the car, leaning at the back seat. private driver understands without asking and silently drives to his house, while Zhan closes eyes too tightly to stop tears from falling. he hates remembering that atmosphere, that clingy touches and even drink, he used to love before. how come absolutely everything became too disturbing and unfamiliar after meeting him...the boy who changed his whole life and personality. 

"we've arrived" he hears low voice and gets off, walking to the gate. butler meets him at the door and moves hands forward, taking Zhan's jacket "you're back sir"

"how was young master's day? did he eat well? what about his mood?"

"he is...as always sir, waiting for you" he bows politely and leaves after Zhan lets him to go to sleep. Zhan walks up on the stairs and goes through long corridor, until reaching tiny room at the end. something fluffy touches his legs and he stops noticing dog lying at the door. latter one looks up to the owner and lowly whimpers, tapping paws on the floor. it's eyes filled with sadness and tail unmoved. Zhan just ignores pet and steps over, entering the darkened room. only curtain, which slightly moves lets little light to peek from outside and fall on the bed. young, sleeping boy shivers and tiny smile shakes his lips, making Zhan's heart flutter. he quietly removes clothes and carefully lays down next to him. Zhan wants to hug, but fears his cold body startles Yibo and stays away, just watching his lovely face

"you're late gege" suddenly he talks out and opens sleepy eyes, smiling at him "did you meet your friends?"

"I'm sorry"