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Jake...
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The others were staring at us and sensed that it would probably be better to slowly leave and have us talk privately.
"We'll be back, you two should talk." Jungwon cleared up his throat a bit, intertwining his hand with Yeseo. They all left the living room, now all was left between me and Jake was silence.
"jaeyun..." I managed to slowly slip the word from my mouth.
but I didn't even have the second to stare at him completely because his arms were already wrapped around my waist. His head meeting my crook of my shoulder, he pulled me in close to him. He and I shared a quiet warm hug.
"Im sorry, I'm sorry for everything. You don't have to forgive me, you don't even have to talk to me anymore. But these months I've taken time to adjust with myself, I'm getting there." he sniffled, and my heart was cracking a bit.
but I smiled because I wasn't mad at him, I wasn't upset. People are bound to make mistakes, where's the goodness in people if they don't know how to forgive, how to let people learn?
if I stayed mad at him, would he really learn in a good way? Or through guilt? I'd rather forgive him, and help him with the struggles he's facing with himself.
"gosh you idiot..." I chuckled a bit. "why would you think I'm still holding a grudge with you?"
jake broke the hug, meeting my eyes in confusion. "You're not? You're not mad at me? But-"
"I told you, Han Radar doesn't keep grudges? Does she?" I snickered a bit because I remember the exact words I told him on that Friday night before I left.
He still seemed to be in quite a shock, let's use some of that Han Radar Magic...shall we? I grasped onto the male's collar and stared him right into the eye, "you forgot all about the reputation you used to have? All the flirting, teasing you've put on me? Why are you shy now?" I cocked up a brow.
"do I make you nervous? One look at you and I can already see your legs shake." I stared down at his legs that were indeed shaking, and his hands are well. He was very nervous. I was using the exact words he used on me that one day, and it made me want to burst out in laughter.
Cute.
I gently pressed my lips onto his for a slight moment and let go, a peck.
"I've missed you, a lot." jake put his head down, as if he's been lonely and shattered without me here, without anyone here for support. I've heard that barely anyone was with him these two months.
can you imagine, the boy who never thought he'd ever have feelings for a girl. Missed her more than anything in the world. Sim Jake, the guy who's reputation was for being as cold as Ice, who never liked interacting with women, who would never talk? Caught feelings for a girl like Yoorim.
"and you don't know how much I've missed you." I wiped the stray tear that fell from his eye, a soft smile risen up to my face.
"Let's go over into that room, the others are probably waiting."
the male nodded, and we both entered the room.
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