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Nee Yenadharuginil Nee (MNMN-2)

IMP Note: Ithu "Un Perai Sonnale" part oda continuation than. Title vera mari irukarthala confuse aidathel. As I already said, its titled based on the songs I use. 

Pona partla neraya per sad aitinga, mutta soniyam la vachutenga. I'm really sorry if I hurt you guys. But trust the process, trust me, this is the story, flow la povom🚶‍♀️

Ellarum romba ketinga athnala takunu eluthi takunu potuten, nalla ilena unga pilaya ninachu manichu🧡Aha rhyminguu😂

Sari vanga flashback kulla kuthipom🤸‍♀️

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Dear diary,                                                                            13 FEB 2012

Naan marubadi vanthutene!

Ana iniku oru special ana vishyatha share panna poren. Itha nan yartayum sonnathila, Unta tha 1st time share panna poren. Etha pathi nu nee yosikalam, ana atha nan apdiye potu odaika matene..bujuku bujuku. 

Well, May 25 - 2005, en 10th birthday...Aniku than nan avana motha mothalla pathen.

Avan shirt la antha pacha colour la oru periya aalu, sattaya kiluchutu irunthan, athan pa Hulkuu. Nalla koluku molukunu irunthan, chubbya...cutie !

Pudhusa pakkathu veetuku shift airkan nu apo than therinju kiten. Avana enta vanthu happy birthday lam wish pani chocolates la kuduthan. Apo arambichuthu enga friendship.

Anilernthu, nanga rendu perum epome onna than suthuvom. Ipdiye than oru anju varsham pochu.

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Oru nall oru panja paradesi en voice a kindal pannan. Nan apdiye odi poidalam nu irunthen, ana avanuku vanchu parunga kovam. 

Nera poi antha payyana adi thomsam pani mooka odachutan. Antha Moooka odanja Mukhesh, sooryy sister nu enta aluthan! Nanu pona potum nu manichu viten.

Evening vetuku vantha piragu, nan upset agi over think panratha pathu, he convinced me saying a lot of sweet things which no one ever did before.

"Un voice enaku rombo pudikum. Daily 6 mani ana odane tann nu veetuku varuven, yena athu nee bhajana padra neram nu. Nee epo paatu padnalum, atha record pani anupa sonnen..athu ethukaga nu ninacha? Enaku stressed a irunthalo, thookam varlenaloo, atha keta enaku avlo peaceful a irukum. All my pain suddenly washes away and am able to sleep at ease. Your voice is my medicine di. Nee pesnalum pudikum, padnalum pudikum, kandavan kalaikran nu ellam nee manasa kolapikatha sariya?"

Those were his exact words. Enaku nalla manasula padinjuruchu.

My respect and admiration for him multi-folded that day. Not just because he appreciated my singing, but because he believed in me even when I didn't.

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Aniku ena chill aka, avan kaiyala enaku blueberry pie and macroons senju thanthan. It was like our little tradition. 

Whenever I felt down or sad, he always baked something for me. Athuve avan sad a iruntha, icecream than vangi tharuven🤣Yena enaku cooking la C kooda teryathu...

Epome when I ate his handcooked food, en vayiru nalla nerayum. Ana aniku, seeing him cooking for me, I felt an unknown emotion building up inside me. 

Avana apdiye rashutey irunthen, time porathey theryama. Avan samachatha sapta piragu, en vayiroda manasum neranju irunchu.

Something changed inside me that day. Athu enna ethu nu enaku aniku puriya ve ila. Ana onu matum confirm a therinjuchu. 

It was because of him..Only because of him!

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Kaadhal paadidum paadal
Nenjoram kekkindradhae

From then on, Avan sattai, watch, mudi lernthu avan siripu vara ellam paka arambichen...Unara arambichen.

Adada oru vidha mayakkam
Kannoram pookkindradhae

Nan alaga dress panna arambichen, maii vaika arambiche, potu vaika arambichen, ellam avanukaga. Mothal muraya nan kannadila oru ponna pathen. Not a tomboyish girl..but a girl..an actual girl. Yennalaye namba mudila! Ana intha maatram enaku pudichurundhuchu, rombo pudichurundhuchu!

Pogaadhathu saagaadhathu
Unnodu en yosanai

Avan kooda nan irukurapo enaye ariyama nan vekka patten. Avan ilathapovum avana ninachu ninachu vekkapaten. En kanname sevanthu pochu. Enga pathalu avanthan theriran. En thokathulayum varan, exam eluthumbothum avan than nyabagathuku varan..Paithiyam mari suthuren nanu.

Oh ho moozhaadhathu vaazhaanadhu
Ennodu un vaasanai
Idhuvarai unaraadha uravondru uravaanadhu

This feeling is new for me..puthusa iruku ana nalla iruku. Its addictive. Chocolates mari..infinite a venum nu thonuthu.

Kanava nijama
Idhu irandum thaana
Vida araigindra thedalgal
Thevai thaana

Ithuku ena artham nu therila, en ipdi aguthunum therila. Oruvela ithuthan kadhal o? Ethuva irunthalum seri, ithey unarvu enaku valkapoora venum nu thonichu.

Veyila mazhaiya ithu vaanavilla
Idhai anaikindra aagaayam
Naanae naana...

Ithey mari pasam avan enaku thanthutey irukanum, enakum matum thanthutey irukanum, nanum atha vangite irukanum nu oru Aasai. I wanted to be his and him to be mine. 

Us..Just us! Nothing more...Nothing less..

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Naatkal poga poga, enaku avan mela uruvana antha chinna crush..kadhal a mariduchu. Ana nan atha katikala, I was just relishing the essence of it.

Class la sometimes nan avana side-gapla sight adikrapo, avanum ena pathutey irunthan. Ullukulla ayaram pattamboochi paraka arambichuchu.

"Oruvela irukumo", nu thonichu.

Ithuku mela adaka mudiyathu solidalam nu plan poten. Naliku engaluku 12th farewell event. Correcta pathu valentine's day aniku. Kadavul settingeyy!!

Mudivu paniten...

En kadhala solla poren avanta...Ashwin ta...En Ashwin ta.

Wish me luck en anbu tholiyee...

Xoxo Sivaangi

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So, epdi iruku? Oru different format try panirken, like a diary...

Few more parts iruku for this plot, inime than typings ellam. Athoda title will also be based on the songs I choose...so again dont confuse😁

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