I hate you (Selena gomez & Zayn Malik)

Chapter 1

Most people hide parts of their past, because they believe it should be unknown or un explained. I agree with those who hide what they were, I know what it's like to spend every minute of everyday hiding the truth about myself and protecting myself.
Sometimes it's hard to decipher what is true an what I made up to make myself complete again. Most of the time I feel nothing, or as many would call it empty inside. I spend every minute of the day occupying myself so when I do have free time it's filled with exhaustion. I hate thinking. It kills the mind and the soul. Thinking & creating pictures in your head of what it should have been, not what your faced with right now but believing if you would have chosen the sandwich instead of the salad that it would have changed anything. If spilling coffee on that random stranger would have changed your faith. Truth is, it doesn't. Just thinking that it could have been any different fucks us up mentally. Filling myself with vodka every night trying to forget where I came from & what I've seen. Trying to forget him.
Here I am, laying in bed with a bottle of whiskey in my hand, looking out blankly at the city lights that stood behind my bay window. Cars zoomed by, people crossed the streets in only mini skirts and heels. Drunk people stumbled in the streets their breaths reaking of Jack or Vodka trying to forget their fucked up lives, downing their demons in alcohol like I've learned to.
As I took another shot of whiskey i heard a knock at my door, I stood up an stumbled down the stairs opening the door.
I stood face to face to a man around my age with caramel brown eyes and messy dark brown hair.
" Your coming with me " he stated coldly
" No I'm not " I glared shutting the door, but before i knew it he had me pushed against the wall.
"I repeat your coming with me like it or not, its an order love " his minty breath fanned my face. i wasn't scared of this prick and i wasn't going down without a fight and thats for sure. As I kicked and shoved, threw a few punches like I've been used to by now he crouched down in pain i took that as my quo to run i grabbed my iphone & ran. Taking a quick left down the busy streets of London I ran where i know was home..
"Midnight Soul Bar " the neon pink sign read i made my way inside and greeted everyone with a nod making my way over to my usual spot. See being a past drug dealer I'm used to all the chasing, all the trouble that comes with it. I gave it up a long time ago, when i lost everything for someone who wasn't worth it. You can say I'm well known in my hometown but here I'm just another lost soul and i like it that way no one points there fingers at me here I'm unknown just a teenage girl with a terrible past and not a great future.
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Zayn Pov
Liam had said this was gonna be an easy mission, but as always it hasn't been, she sure knows how to fight. I quickly ran behind her, I saw the fragile small petite figure walk into a bar. I walked slowly behind her and after she gave her order i sat in the stool next to her.
"Shot of whiskey please" i ordered she flipped her head over to me and her eyes filled with anger & curiosity.
"Why are you following me ?" She questioned her eyebrow raised quiet a bit.
" We want you to work with us, do the exchanges" i whispered
I looked at her and she cracked a smirk.
" I don't deal anymore sorry bud " she stated turning back around to the bar tender and ordering a sex on the beach.
" what if i told you, you could get back at Justin" I smirked as she froze
She turned around facing me her features furious.
"How?"
" i cant tell you yet, but its a great deal trust me" i stated
" fine ill do it" she stated coldly no expression on her beautiful features
" Time to meet Payne" i whispered to her as i payed both our drinks. She nodded & followed me out. She seemed like she could do it but who knows even the broken can shatter.

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