Me

Ok um hi.
I'm kinda shy and sometimes called an outcast. Like I don't belong. Well, I should probably tell you my age. I'm 11 Years old.
I'm in the sixth grade and suffer from depression. I also "obsess" (well that's what my mom calls it) over these boys from old MagCon. But there is this specific boy, who has helped me. Even if he doesn't know I exist (yet).
Aaron carpenter is his name. Yes, might have guessed by the picture. But anyway, about suffering from depression. I've always felt sad about everything. Whether it was sad or not. I always just cry myself to sleep, just about every night.
Its not over these boys, or this boy.
I always think of myself as a useless waste of space.
At the.beginning of sixth grade all I would here is.
"You suck"
"Go kill yourself"
"You ugly ass fuck"
"I hate u so much"
And etc.
So around the end of fifth grade, I have been MAJORLY depressed. Ive only cut 2, but who knows what I will do. I'm scared and lost inside. But I saw these boys on YouTube and started watching all their videos, following them on vine//ig. Yeah, o had supporting friends but not a lot. But those YouTube boys,

They saved me.