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Ich kann nicht aufhören an Istho zu denken, bitte schickt Hilfe (Part 3)

Tw : Gay ofc swearing iskall being more horny, lots of sexual activity,
(in bed, passionate kisses, they're f-cking, you know the drill)
And only a few knifes here and there, cutting ANGSTY BITCHES. mentioned therapy ;) also death is like you can respawn but is painful and your heart actually stops.

"No."

"Please darling? Its only been a few days but please?"

"No, you coaxed me out that one im not gonna do it."

"But you said-"

"Okay? I didn't promise you."

"Are you serious? Scott said we should!"

"No we aren't f-cking Iskall, its final"

"At least give me passionate kisses? Or even just a few kisses?"

"Hmm.. I'll..no, maybe not sorry iskall"

Don't get etho wrong or anything, he loves his boyfriend- *COUGH* roommate with no confusion of course, just that his hate of physical touch, the though about kissing seams to inflict his responses.

"Are..you not-..no don't get me wrong i love you but do you love me-..back etho?"

His voice seam to crack at the end of the sentence, it was a painful sentence to choke out but that was when he discovered that, yes iskall truly appreciated and loved him,he was happy with him but then he made him question himself. What did he do?

"No-Im sorry..-i d-didn't mean to make you sad i just-."

"Its..fine I'll go back to my b-bedroom-..its f-fine etho i know y-you don't l-love me." He was crying.
As iskall fled the room etho was left alone with his thoughts.

What the fuck etho?
He loved you! You can die in a ditch.
You should just die! Then maybe he will feel better!
He hates you now, what did you do you monster?
Die monster, you deserve death after rejecting him.
He loved you!

The same thought rush into him, he wasn't a monster no he-.. just rejected him nicely he didn't-...

This is a unfortunate situation he didn't want to be in, no- he didn't expect to find himself in a bathroom, cutting himself to relax , no he didn't, now look at him. All bloody and depressed.
What could he do if iskall found out? What could he do if the other hermits found out? No-way he could go to them, they would yell, and he didn't like getting yelled at.
But a sudden knock on a door stoped his thoughts.

"E-etho? Im sorry if i- blame you i ju-just felt sad..you don't need to love me.."

Oh great, why was iskall here when he didn't need him to be?

"Go away iskall..."

"Im sorry.."

"Its...not your fault-..just go away.."

"Can you at least open the door?.."

"..." Silence.

"P-please?"

Silence returned.

Somehow in a mutilated universe, iskall discovered the door wasn't locked. So when he opened it..

"O-oh.. that's w-why you didn't respond..."

"How did you..i doubled check to make sure the door was locked...."

"Okay listen, i didn't mean to-"

"You can't fool me etho,  your
-it slipped- lie isn't gonna work.."