Under the surface | Ashtray X Fem

Part 48

*AT FEZ AND ASHTRAYS HOUSE*

JAYDENS POV

Let's just say after the party, me and Ash, we um, it was a long night.

"Morning"

I roll over in bed and see Ashtray laying beside me

"Morning"

I say kissing his cheek

"I'm going to go shower okay?"

I say as I stand up

"Without me?"

Ashtray says in a baby voice

"Shut the fuck up"

I say grabbing some clothes and laughing.
Ashtray laughed a bit too before rolling back over and falling asleep again

After my shower I got dressed into a pair of Ashtrays sweatpants and one of his shirts. Then I did my hair and some mascara.

"You hungry?"

I turn around as I hear Fez's voice whilst I was walking back to Ashtrays bedroom

"Uh, yeah kinda"

I say

"Okay, I'll make u and ash some food"

He says taking a pan out

"Thanks"

I say smiling before walking off back into Ashtrays bedroom

"Fez is making us breakfast"

I say to Ashtray as I walk over to the bed

"Oi wake up"

*IN THE KITCHEN*

"Foods ready!"

Me and Ashtray walk into the kitchen and see a plate of eggs for each of us

"Come sit down I need to talk to Jay"

He says walking over to the couch with his food

"Okay?"

I say confused as me and Ashtray sit down together

"So, what's the longest time you have ever been sober Jay?"

He asks me. I was kinda confused because I thought we were having a fun breakfast but I guess not

"Why?"

I ask Fez confused

"Because, me and Ashtray have made the decision that we aren't going to sell you drugs"

I just look at both of them with a confused look on my face

"And I know we have tried to stop you before, you know remember that day you were knocking on the do-"

Fez can't even finish his sentence because I interrupt him

"Okay, we get it"

I say embarrassed about what happened that day

"But this time, we are actually gonna do what we say. And so Jayden, we love you but we will no longer be your dealer."

I was so fucking mad inside but I tried not to show it

"Okay"

I say sounding in bothered

"Your not mad?"

Ashtray asks nervously

"Nope"

I say making them both look at each other confused

"I'll just find a new dealer, it's not that hard"

I say standing up and walking away

"Fuck man"

Fez says putting his head into his hands.

After talking with Ashtray and Fez I decided to pack up my stuff and go home. I was so mad that they had been planing to tell me this shit behind my back.

But then again I do love Ashtray so I wasn't gonna do anything dumb like I did last time they told me they wouldn't supply me anymore.

Like low key I almost broke that fucking door down

"Yo man where you going?"

Fez asks as he and Ashtray stand up and follow me to the front door

"I don't know"

I say before walking out the door with my bags and slamming it behind me.

ASHTRAYS POV

"I don't know"

Jayden says before walking out and slamming the door behind her. Me and Fez just stood there for a moment

"Fuckkk"

Fez says as he runs his hands over his almost bald head

"Do you think she will come back?"

I ask nervously

"Yeah. Of course man, she loves you"

He says before walking away further into the house. A part of me wanted to go after Jayden. But a part of me also wanted to let her leave and hope that she would come running back to me

*THE NEXT DAY*

JAYDENS POV

I stayed over at Maddy's last night and all I could think about was Ashtray. Lexi's play was on tonight and I was going to get a ride with Ashtray and Fez. But in order to get a ride with them I needed to make up with them.

I went over to there house and we talked things out. They told me there was no way they were selling me drugs anymore but they were more than happy to help me through withdrawals.

Anyway, I stayed with Ashtray that night and the next day we just spent the day chilling out.

"Woah Fez your gonna look so good!"

I say walking up to Fez and Faye as I watch her iron his suit. Wow he must really like Lexi.

Fez takes the outfit and walks into his bedroom to get changed. Me and Faye both turn around seeing Custer walk through the door

"Wassup"

He says walking over to Faye and putting his arm around her waist

"Nothing"

She says not even looking at him. She looked nervous for some reason. I don't know why though?

Authors note: sorry this took so long to come out! Love y'all and leave any suggestions in the comments!! <333