time to say goodbye

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the next morning i got woken up by dom. ''wake up sleepy head!'' he said shacking me so i woke up. it scaredd me that he woke me up and i sat up straight with my eyes and my hair all messed up.  dom had seen me sleep before bc i fell assleep in the couch yesterday and laid me in bed when he went to sleep. dom laughed at my actions and said it was 11 in the morning, he left and i changed. when i got out of the room i saw everybody sitting at the table, when they heard the door opening they turned to me and asked how i slept. ''i slept amazing'' i said yawning, they laughed at me for yawning and told me to come eat brunch with them. ''how did i even got in bed i mean didn't i fall asleep like right here?'' i asked them. ''yeah you fell asleep here but you really think we would've let ou sleep there?'' tom asked me but i felt sort of bad for thinking they would be bad, they saw how i felt and continued talking. ''i laid you in bed last night, you were exhausted bc you didn't sleep really good the night before and you were stressing before you had to come on stage.'' dom said smiling like he understood. katie didn't said anything so i asked her how she slept but she just said ''good i gues'' with a really annoyed voice. i aksed her what was wrong but she didn't awnser, i looked at the boys but the had no idea either and shrugged. i ate brunch with them but katie still didn't say anything AT ALL and just ate her food. it got me thinking what could be wrong but i had no idea what it could be, it made me sad. after brunch i helped them cleaning up a bit couse it was a mess in there, i also had to pack m stuff to go home again:( i wish i coud've stayed longer but i couldn't  sadly enough, my day started really sad, i also wish i hadn't stayed in bed till 11 so i could spent my time on being with my idol. last night we parked at a random parking place, we had to drive for 15 minutes before we were at katie her house couse she asked to go home first so they drove to her's first. when we arrived katie thanked everyone and gave them a hug but she said 'bye it was fun i gues' to me without even looking at me she walked away to her door and got inside. ''that was strange,,,'' adam said being sorta shocked of what she had said to me. ''yeah... the ting is i have now idea why she is like that and normally she would tell me if something is bothering her.'' i said agreeing with adam. ''maybe you should just leave her ro her tought for now and tex her later.'' tom said interupting our conversation. ''yeah you right.'' i said, we drove to my house and on our way we took a few more pictures for my instagram which i hadn't checked on for 2 days so i did. ''WHAT!?'' i screamed causing them to cover there ears bc i could scream REALLY loud. ''what the fuck is wrong?!'' tom asked walking up to me to see why i screamed. ''MY ACCOUNT BLEW UP!! I HAVE OVER 10K FOLLOWERS AND 15K LIKED ON MY FIRST POST!!'' i screamed again but a bit softer this time. ''o god yeah it really did! thats amazing!!''  dom said hugging jumping arround. i then posted the other pictures right before we stopped at my house. goodbye was close then, dom walked with me to my door and he knocked on it, my dad opend and gave me a hug aking how it was, i said i would tell him everything later. i turned to dom who was looking sad aswell i gave him a tight hug that would probebly be the last one in my whole intire life. my dad just let me with him for a second to saw bye. ''i had a lot of fun these days, its sad that all things must come to an end...'' i said tearing up. ''yeah.. life sucks sometimes, please come to another show later and practice your drumming its amazing!'' he said looking sad. ''i will... just for you. but can we like keep in contact on snap?'' i asked him looking at him with my puppy eyes. ''heck yeah! why shoudn't we right?'' he said being a bit happier, we hugged one last time and he walked of waving at me till he reached the bus and stepped outside. the bus drove away and i fell down and cried. my dad had heard and came to me and hugged me telling me it would be okay but i was hurt bc of 2 things: 1 katie hadn't said anything to me and left angry and 2 i had to leave dom, adam and tom and it would be a big chance thy won't notice me if i was at a concert that was in the netherlands or belgium. i went to my room and humped onto my bed and cried even more, after an hour of crying i started to feel a bit better already and stopped crying. i messaged katie to ask what was wrong when she left, she read it but didn't awnser, i then send dom a snap asking how he was, he sended me a picture of him, adam amd tom with a thumps up saying they were doing fine. i asked him where they were going, he awnserd with 'were on our way to germany rn, hru doing btw?'. i took a picture of my eye bc my mascara was everywhere on my face from crying and said 'cool have fun in germany, and iv'e been bad as you can see' whit a thumps up emoji. dom replied with 'ahw don't be sad! we will come back again i promise'. it made me laugh and sended a picure smiling with my pinky up and said 'pinky promise?' he sended a picte of him doing the same. i got tired so i said i had to go to dom and did my routine and went to sleep. 

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why do yall think katie was mad at me?! you'll find out in the next chapter!!! i hope you liked this chapter, also go stream the funeral from YUNGBLUD like right now!!!!!!!!!!! i love this song soooooooo much! but anyways i hope you have an amazing day/night/afternoon/evening whatever time it is for you and don't forget you are worth it!

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