It was around 3:30am when I woke up. I couldn't go back to sleep so sat in the dark kitchen with a glass if water thinking about pointless things.
I wondered what it would be like to be someone's Life, where they would live without you and all they could think about was you.
I laughed out loud at how stupid I was being. Things like that would never happen to me.
"What the hell are you doing up at this time?" An angry voice sounded from the doorway. I looked around to see both my parents ready to go to work dressed in their uptight suits just to match their uptight personalities.
"Couldn't sleep" I mumbled
"Don't use that attitude with us. You're lucky we still let you live here you're 18 and you don't pay rent or have a job. You don't appreciate how much we do or how lucky you are" my mother ranted
"Sorry." I said bluntly.
"Right well we have a business trip and we will be back in a week. If you need anything phone your grandparents" my father said before both of them left the house.
A whole week. They obviously forgot... Again. For the third time in the past three years they would be missing my birthday. No one has remembered if for the past two years and it looked like no one would remember it this year.
I decided that sleep wouldn't come tonight and sent a short text to Michael.
Parents away off a week, I need you. Come round?
I waited a few minutes until mg phone lit up with a text from Michael.
Sorry I'm busy.
Oh, okay. That wasn't half embarrassing. When he texted me i always made it my priority to be there as soon as possible.
What else was there to do at 3:30am in the early morning.
Clubbing.
I raced upstairs throwing on a slutty little number while dialling for a taxi and within 30 minutes I was at my favourite club with a strong alcoholic drink gripped tightly in my small hand.
I let the music and atmosphere take over a my senses the drugs someone had given me when I entered the club were kicking in making me feel alive a contrast from how I normally felt.
I was enjoying myself up until a familiar head of purple and black hair caught my eye. I did a double take realising that Michael hadn't spotted me yet and I wanted to keep it that way. I was dancing in the middle of the sweat clad body filled dance floor some guy behind me holding onto my hips and grinding me into him.
"Let's get out of here" the guy whispered
"Okay." I said following his lead as he led me out of the club.
"Your place or mine?" He asked
"Mine no ones home" I said taking over the lead and hailing down a taxi.
As soon as we got through the door I was pushed up against it by the guy of whose name I didn't even know. He was kissing and sucking at my neck, but I didn't feel anything. It wasn't like Michael's kisses or touches, they didn't leave burning marks over my skin and they didn't give me pleasure.
"Where's the bed room?" He smirked
"Through there" I said nodding to my room. We stumbled onto the bed in a frantic of mess. Suddenly an obnoxious knock on the door brought our attention back down to earth.
"I thought you said no one would be home" he growled
"Um I don't know who it is" I said confused "I'll be back in a second, don't miss me too much" I winked
Curiously walking to the door i peeped through the hole in the door only to see Michael leaning up against the wall running his hands trough his hair.
"Michael?" I questioned
"Hey!" He said awkwardly "hope I'm my interrupting but I'm not busy any more, so um... Do you still need me?" He smirked pushing past me and into the hallway.
"Um I-I'm kinda busy now" I stuttered looking towards my room.
"Oh come on don't be like that" he laughed walking straight to my room
"Are you coming?"
"Michael- I-"
"Who the fuck are you?" Michael growled. He had burst into my room obviously seeing the mystery guy lying naked on my bed.
"Michael I-it's not what it looks like" I rushed out.
The guy has gotten up and was now getting dressed mumbling curse words directed at me he pushed forcefully past me almost knocking me over.
An awkward and uncomfortable silence had fallen over the house as I couldn't bare to look at Michael. I knew he was angry as his gaze was burning hole into me.
"Why?" He asked disappointedly.
"Why do you care any way?" I sneered
"Oh I don't know, maybe it's the fact that just hours ago you said you needed me now I'm here you've already moved on to someone else. You're acting like a common whore" he spat.
"What happened to the no feelings thing huh because you're acting like you own me right now and you don't. You shouldn't care if I'm with someone else. You're also being a hypocrite you go out every night and pick up some random girl so why can't i do the same" I shouted.
"Because you're mine" he growled
"No I'm not, you don't care about me"
"How many fucking times do I have to tell you that caring and love are different things I care about you. But I don't love you and I don't have feelings for you but you're mine" he snapped.
"That doesn't even make sense" I screamed as he stepped closer so he was up in my face. He looked straight into my eyes examining them with a deep intensity.
"What have you taken?" He asked dead serious.
"Nothing" I mumbled
"I'm not stupid. What.have.you.taken" he growled
"I don't know what it was someone just gave it to me" I sighed
"Never take something off a stranger especially if you don't know what it is." He said
"I don't care what it is as long as it makes me feel alive" I smiled sadly.
"You're gonna get yourself killed" he whispered before crashing his lips onto mine. "I'll make you feel alive." He stated pushing me until my knees hit the bed and he clumsily fell on top of me.
Not wasting any time and pulling both our clothes off hurriedly he cut the foreplay and slammed straight into me. He stilled once inside soundlessly moaning before beginning to roll his hips expertly into mine.
Everything was highlighted from the drugs I had taken earlier and every thrust felt like an orgasm taking me to places I had never been before.
"You're so fucking hot" he grunted in my ear speeding up his movements desperate for his release. He came quickly profanities leaving his pink shaped lips as he pulled out. I hadn't cum yet so he wasted no time in rubbing lazy circles on my clit with his thumb while his fingers sloppily moved in and out of my dripping heat carelessly but giving me incredible amounts of pleasure.
"Mich-Michael I-I'm gonna-"
"No" he said pulling his fingers out.
"What- Michael what the fuck" i growled angrily. "Shit" I moaned as he started sucking roughly and licking me on my now sensitive clit. I needed to cum some badly but he wasn't letting me. Without warning his tongue plunged straight into making me scream.
"Come on, let the neighbours know who fucks you this good, let them know I'm the only one who can do this to you every night" he growled biting into my shoulder as I clenched around his fingers.
"Fuck- Michael" I screamed my whole body shaking in pleasure. "I -I love you..." I whispered when I reached my high immediately regretting it.
I watched his face go slack and his jaw tightly clench but he didn't say anything, instead he pretended like he didn't hear. He rolled off of me so he was lying next to me . Before I knew it he wrapped his arm around my waist dragging me closer to him.
"I'm sorry" he whispered as I fell asleep with him beside me for the first time ever. I knew he wouldn't be here when I woke but I decided to enjoy the feeling of pretending that someone loved me back for the first time.
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Fall for you
FanfictionOk so I took this off of tumblr but I needed somewhere I could read it at school