DESTINATION:LOVE | TEAJINKOOK - PART 1

Chapter 21

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JUNGKOOK'S POV:

"Jungkook, what are you doing? You didn't learn from our past?" A soft voice asked. I opened my eyes and saw the handsome face that I still love so much.

"What are you doing here?" I asked and wanted to run to hug him but my legs didn't work.

"I was here the whole time, you are the one who avoids sleeping to avoid me," Hoseok said with a sad smile.

"I don't avoid you! I just...I just don't sleep. I don't need that." I defended myself with lies.

"Ok, my vampire liar, tell me. You really didn't learn from the past? Why do you want to transform that poor human?" Hoseok asked, worry obvious on his face.

"But Jin wants it. It is not the same as it was with you. Before, I had no other chance. Now, it is all in Jin's hands." I explained and Hoseok nodded, understanding.

"If you think that I and my illness hadn't any other solutions then ok," Hoseok said with a sigh.

"Hobi, please. I am sorry. You know I am. But I don't regret it! It was only one way to save you! I would hate myself forever if I left you to die in the hospital!" I yelled and felt as hot tears are running down my face.

"Jungkook, I understand your actions. Hospital care was terrible at the time and I don't blame you at all." 

"Yeah, I have other people for that," I said and rolled my eyes while wiping my face.

"Taehyung is angry at you because you didn't try to explain. As best friends, you were supposed to help each other through your mourning. In his eyes, you are just the killer of his lover. In your point of view, you are not. Why don't you try to talk to him?" 

"And what am I in your eyes?" I asked, hesitantly if I want to know his answer.

"What is the point of asking? This is your dream. Even if I think something else you will change it to what you assume me to think." Hoseok said sadly and reached his arm towards me. I stared at him while he slowly faded away.

"I will miss you, Jungkookie. Please, visit me more." He said while stroking my cheek softly.

"Hoseok, please don't leave yet." I cried and wanted to hug him but I just couldn't move.

"Go and talk to Jin and Tae. Jin should think about it more, it is no way back decision. And Taehyung deserves his best friend back. You belong to each other. Don't let others get between you two." Hoseok was saying while slowly walking away. I saw him harder and harder and then he was gone and I woke up in my bed.

"Jungkook! Are you ok?!" Jin asked worried while sitting beside me on the bed.

"Yeah, I am fine," I answered and wiped my face. That was the moment when I noticed that I am a mess. I breathed heavily and was sweating excessively. My eyes were swollen from crying and everything in bed was on the floor from my rolling.

"You slept so restlessly. Did you have a nightmare or something?" Jin asked, looking worried and a little shocked.

"It wasn't a nightmare at all actually. I just didn't want to wake up." I said with a smile and got up from the bed.

"What do you mean? What did you dream about?" Jin asked as he followed me into the bathroom.

"Hoseok," I answered without thinking. Which was probably a mistake.

"Hoseok? Your ex-lover?" Jin asked a little taken aback.

"No, the human I killed. Don't you remember?" I asked with a laugh to loosen up the tension.