I Think we all of us know that it is a person with some illness who will be recommend to go to go to doctor. if we found some Dysfunctionality or abnormal condition in our body we will run to Health center to find the solution.
It is the same in our life if we look deep in to our self there is some thing that need remedy, we may not see and understand it put this diseases has addressed all of us. Even we haven't discovered it but it there.
The Bible tell us that we all are sinners clearly.
1John 1
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⁸ If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us.
⁹ If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
“For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;”
Rom 3:23
What happened to me is this Starting from my childhood I was seeking for a Love that will make me whole as time goes I understand There is some problem in me, I understand there is something I miss. I have come to understand my need of help, support. I found this Love in people around me but I understand people can't be source of This kind of Love.
I Have passed through a season of depression and hopelessness because my eyes was in my capability and shortcomings I haven't discover the Love of God.
My depression pushes me deep in to darkness in to sins. I was not introduced to the true healer so I try to heal my self by my self, that time it was an age of my puberty season's I try to please my self with my own sexuality, I was exposed this time to pornography This sin inside of me was driving me astray, after I do all this all I feel was guilt, emptiness and totall depression because doing this thing make me to think that I am far a part from God, unworthy for him, when I see that I haven't been able to fix my self, all my pleasure seeking can't give me an answer, as my thirsty for the true Love inclined. My situation reached climax. I remember one day I was sitting alone Just taking air outside I side to God " I am not useful for my self, either for my family, either for you what is my purpose of me living here " Just I say it from my heart. In that moment I was so empty I understood why people go through suicidal thoughts to all sorts of drugs, sex hook up's, Just for the pleasures of moment. I understand the source of all this is the feeling of worthlessness and hopelessness, the pit of despair and losing value for every thing.
It was in this time I start reading Bible Just talking God as a person, I told him all that I was passing through, I say God I can't help me rescue me. I was ready for punishment of God for all bad things I have done. I came to understanding and Concluding that he was what I need. I have never thought he was there to save me, I never though he would hear my cry, The God of the universe would hear one sinner young man's cry, because He is Love and kind he did it this is the amazing, I will find a peace and relief when I read Bible and pray. I will feel amazed when I see the peace of God flows to me sinners heart, one day God revealed to me his Love I cry, I ask how it can be, How can God Loves me this much? more I found that because Jesus has died for my sin's and paid my dept and garbage of sins I can be set free and the truth that if I confess my sin's and believe in Jesus all my sin's will be washed. This truth and his Love turned me around, I started a new walk with Jesus by his salvation, grace and mercy, until now I am in him, I Love him because he Loved me first, I am not a perfect person In my struggle and worries I will come to him. No matter happened in my life as I am with him I know I am safe. Jesus has prepared an eternal home, I know because of my faith in him If I die I will go to heaven. I am looking forward to that day to meet Jesus and see him face to face and be with him in eternity. I share Jesus to everyone because I don't want any one to lost heaven and live with out hope when there is true saviour and true Love, This is my bold reason to share Jesus to everyone and tell them How they are Loved and guiding them to the true saviour Jesus Christ. Today for any one who is reading this I want you to know God is not far apart he will hear your every cry, and knows your every dark times. I Incourage you to call up on his name he will come to rescue you, you may be at the end of your self, open up your heart for Jesus, Let him enter in to your heart and transform you.
“For whoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be saved.”
— Rom 10:13
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