when ash came down he handed me a few pills. ''only swallow 1 each day'' he said strictly. i took the glass of water out of lexi's hand and swallowed one of the pills. ''do you want to rest sis?'' 'uhhh yeahhh' ash brought me back to his room. ''im gonna find fez so im not here it's that alright?'' 'yea yea sure' i could see the relief on his face. ''okay, sleepwell darling'' he said after kissing my forehead. when i tried to go to sleep i couldn't because i was super happy and relieved. maybe it was because of the pills ash gave me. after about ten minutes i still couldn't sleep, so i figured that i just had to much stress in me still. i grabbed the bottle and took another pill. after like 1 to 2 minutes the pill worked in. i felt way less anxious than i felt before. 'these pills are great' i murmured under my breath. i grabbed the bottle again after about an hour because the pills where weakening. i accidentally grabbed 4 pills. 'ahh.... fuck it' i said before i swallowed them all. it was great, with every pill i took my worries became less and less. after i took the last pill in the bottle i felt great and started to think about the happy things in my life and that was a great feeling. i wanted more of these pills because my worries started to come back and that was something i really didn't need at the moment. i quick and quietly went past the stairs to the room that was locked before. 'yeassss' i whispered when i found out that ash left the key in the lock. i grabbed a few more bottles. after i went out of the door i locked it and took the key. i went back into the bedroom and screw open the bottles.
~ashtray's pov~
after i kissed y/n on her forehead i closed the door quietly. i almost ran down the stairs to prepare myself for finding fez. i also locked every door and window, after i checked everything i putted the alarm on. "where you going?" lexi asked concerned. dont worry im just gonna go to fezco, it that alright?' she nodded and went back to look at her phone. 'dont go outside!' i yelled to lexi. i saw the car standing in the street, so he must have ran towards somewhere. i unlocked the car and immediately drove towards rue. when i knocked on the door a mini rue answered the door. ''heyy, how can i help you?'' she asked opening the door a little bit more. when she opened it wide enough i busted through her arms. i ran inside to find fez, or rue at least. ''HEY, come back here?!?! she yelled running after me. i opened all the doors just to find rue opening a suitcase. i already knew what was inside. ''heyy, get out!'' she yelled while closing the suitcase. 'u know where fez is?' i asked while trying to push my emotions away because he wasn't here. ''nah i dont know now get out of my room please'' rue said while slowly opening the suitcase again. ''WHO IS HE'' the mini rue yelled. ''he's a little brother of my friend'' rue said closing the suitcase with a bang. 'im going bye' i said while running out. i was already driving out of the street when i remembered that fez doesn't really have any other friends. i tried to remember lexi's house but all i knew was the neighborhood. my only option is ringing every door there. when i arrived and parked the car, i remembered how the house looked like, from a pic lexi showed me. i got back in the car and drove around the neighborhood to find the street with these kind of houses. after a few minutes i found it. i stepped out and began ringing the first one.
~lexi's pov~
Y/n had been sleeping all day and night so i decided to wake her up because she needs to eat something. when i tried to open the door it was locked. after yelling at her door for minutes i was getting worried. 'Y/N ANSWER ME NOW!!!' i yelled as hard as i could while banging on the door. i thought she wasn't in there so i got downstairs to grab my phone and trying to find her thru her location. i found her location after a few minutes but it was going to fast to be running so my first thought was "huh is she driving" but then i remembered where i putted her location and it was in her shoes witch -i only now remember- are probably ashtray's shoes. 'now it makes sense' i said softly because she told mom she got them from him and when i tried to get more info from why he gave her shoes because he was hella rude to her and she just said ''idk ask him'' before i even said the whole question.
'fuck' i mumbled under my breath while walking back upstairs. i putted my phone thru the door so i could maybe see a shadow but there was no shadow but i did saw the window standing open so my conclusion was that she ran away. when i crawled back up from the floor i heard the alarm going off, ''lexi!, ash!'' fez yelled while putting out the alarm. i ran downstairs and ran into fezco's arms. ''what's wrong lex?'' he asked while throwing his keys on the table. 'y/n has disappeared and i think she ran away, but maybe she is still sleeping in her bed' i said while letting go of fez. i walked bach upstairs and showed the locked door. ''where is ashtray?'' he said. 'he was going to find you?' ''oh fuck man, i haven't seen him'' he said while walking towards the drugs room.
i heard fez yell and directly after that he busted thru the door of ashtras room with the back of a gun. i saw y/n laying on the ground. 'Y/N, WHAT'S WRONG' i yelled while running towards her. 'FEZ SHE DOESN'T HAVE A HEARTBEAT!!!' i screamed as hard as i could while the first few tears where escaping my eyes.
heyyy guys! sorry that i haven't been writing so much, i just didn't had a lot of motivation. if you have any ideas for the rest of the story please comment it and i will put it in! and do yall like the povs from other people? for now please have a great day/night!
