It was April.. nearing the end of the month when I first spoke to you after a few years have passed. Since then we have both grown and experienced our fair share of heartache, trials, and tribulations in our own lives.
One that fateful day of April 27th. I texted you. Not sure at all where things would go, but I knew full intention that I wanted to know you. Who you were, how you operated and how you thought.
There was no denying that I found you beautiful.. stunning even. Imagine my surprise when I had received a response. After hearing our similar interest and seeing your sense of humor.
I was interested. Invested.. intrigued. So I asked to FaceTime you. We talked for hours, about everything that came to mind just in that first night. I still remember the way cute way you smiled shyly and spoke in a soft tone. Oh boy if I could've mustered the courage to tell you then just how hooked I was already.
The FaceTiming continued until May 2nd came around. It was the day I asked you to meet me at the park, to which you gladly obliged. So I prepared myself, questioned myself, and felt butterflies in every sense of the word that entire walk to the park.
When my eyes first gazed upon you. I recall why I call you "moon" now. Because it was the same feeling you get when your eyes first stare up and stare at that gorgeous starry night sky.. when it's full. Even though it's silent.. it's as though it speaks a thousand words.
The first date couldn't have gone any better. I left that date knowing without any shadow of doubt.
I wanted you.
May 8th, 2021.
Our second date. The same amount of nervousness filled me at the mere thought of me seeing you again. Though scary, it was exciting to say the least.
When you arrived, it was like I could feel a change in the air. I felt as though I'd float away.
We laughed, joked, stared at each other relentlessly.. or at least whenever we saw and opportunity to steal a quick glance.
Inside the theater, I made the best decision I've made in my life. One that forever changed my life.
I asked you to be my girlfriend.
The moment you said yes, I felt as though everything made sense. Every bit of my life felt whole.
As the months have gone by..
We've had our ups and downs.. our fun times our bad times.
Our storms and our sunny days.
But Tayler Marie Falls... I wouldn't rather go through any bit of it with anyone else.
I've never truly felt loved by any woman that's been in my life. Not like I do with you. I feel it every time you look at me, every time you laugh at something I say.. even when you're mad at me.
Love couldn't even begin to describe how deeply I feel for you. In fact the word doesn't do my feelings enough justice.
I will forever in be debt to you. Because you have given me a life I could never repay you for.
And for that I say thank you.
And I love you. 🥺💓💓💓🥰🥰🥰