On my way I said to my boyfriend as I drove to his house, it was a wet rainy day and his house was about 10 minutes away from his, I'm Elena and I'm 18 I was diagnosed with heaps of tings after my parents died in a car crash and I was in the car with them , my brother wasn't luckily and nothing happened to him but depression, i have been healed with vampire blood 🩸 and I've never died with vampire blood in my system . I know what happens. I die and turn into a vampire, anyway Stefan saved me from the crash and I'm happy he did and I'm happy i met him. Ive made it to the Salvatore house.. I knock on the door and no one answers so i walk in and see a figure in front of the fire , i realise its Damon Stefans brother, I've met him a lot and I've known them for 3 years..... we talk small talk and i end up fainting i wake up in my bed and Damon and Stefan explain i had a brain tumour thing and i died. I realise that i had Damon's blood from the day before and when i died i became a vampire . Omg i cant live like this , i cant deal with the thought of bloodlust and feeding and maybe even killing people. I knew i had to feed or i would die .
6 October
Dear diary i did the thing i dreaded the most i killed a man, he was a vampire hunter i might of made a fine decision though i got rid of a vampire hunter who could of killed me but its still not right .
I dont feel the same way as before a vampire like I've changed , maybe for the better? im not sure at the moment but i have a eternity to find out. the feelings i had for stefan are gone like im not his soulmate ?
12 October
Ive done the thing i was afraid would happen ive developed feelings for damon like all along ive been drawn to him and when stefan was a ripper before i became a vampire damon helped me through it all .
I love Damon I've changed and i feel better like it was supposed to happen I'm not sure but me and Damon are happy and Stefan has moved on like i have and has befriended Caroline Tessa and more but i hope one day he finds love and friendship as he's lost lexi who he cared about and everything the most, I still care about him alot but not in a love way only as a friend .
Stefan Bonnie Caroline Tyler and Klaus all think I'm sired to Damon but i feel like they just want me to be with stefan but i like stefan as a friend and they should support me and damon like me and stefan are fine as friends but yes we had history together but this is the present .
2 January
Ive switched my humanity off everone hates humanity-less elena and i broke the sire bond buht i still love damon so it was real . even though everyone hates humanity less elena but too bad i lost jeremy looking for a so called cure to vampirisim and even though i didnt want it they said i could change my mind but i seriously dont want it. Jeremy died while we were looking for it
Too bad i turned my switch off and it aint coming back on you know why ? because im happy without the switch on i can do anything, im capable of anything and its great . Me and rebekah have really bonded through the off switch me . we have gone on blood binges , shopping trips and trips in general . Caroline hates this version of me and i get it i was her best friend but now ive ditched her for her enemy.
Elena says to stefan "Hey you mind getting me klaus "
"what for"
"Nevrrmind ill get him myself."
Elena vamp runs off to damon "hey baby"
Pt 2 coming later
