Stories I come up with when I think too hard

I get bored and make up scenarios... so here are some.

Tw.

I stopped eating.
I'm not sure why.
I didn't mean to.
I just started skipping meals.
"I'm not hungry mum."
"No need to worry, I already ate."
I didn't eat.
I tried to eat again but,
unsuccessful.
I feel nauseous, dizzy, and weak.
But it's ok.
Anything for the hourglass body.

- Random Thoughts

I sat by myself at lunch.
As always.
Day 46 by myself.
Until.
There he was.
Walking towards me.
Omg this is it.
I fix my hair and lick my lips to make them glossy.
"Hey" "what's a pretty girl like you doing all alone."
"Oh nothing just chilling" I chuckle.
When I notice form the corner of my eye.
Behind his back,
his friends laughing.
Recording.
I grab my tray and throw my food in his face.
The room stood quiet.
I had the attention.
For once.
I walk slowly towards his friends and flip them off.
I did it.
I finally knew my worth.

- Random Thoughts

I dressed up.
Did my hair and makeup.
Showered twice.
And put on his favourite scent, strawberry.
I waited.
And waited.
Until finally.
He came in.
With her.
She didn't dress up.
She didn't wear makeup.
And she didn't need to shower,
or wear perfume to smell like strawberries.
But still.
He chose her.

-Random thoughts

I'm feeling so tired.
It's the same process every day.
I get up to please him.
I get my self ready just for him.
It's not my style but...
He won't like me if I'm not like them.
So I dyed my hair.
I'm now blond.
He likes blue eyes.
So I wear contacts.
And...
He loves skinny girls.
120.
Ugh that's too much.
He won't like me. I need to be 90 like them!
I stopped eating.
Why am I not them...
What have I done wrong?

-Random thoughts

I sat alone on the park bench.
Rain poured down,
like the gods were at their mental limit.
I'd never really believed in that stuff.
But there's a chance for every theory I suppose.
I had my umbrella but,
that didn't really keep the rain out.
I get approached by a tall woman.
Glowing tan skin, was she mixed? Wasn't sure.
Eyes bright brown like honey.
Never seen those before.
And light brown curly hair.
Woah.
Gorgeous.
Was she even human?
Turns out she wasn't.
She was a god.

-Random thoughts

In a world where love is not easy to find.
I search.
And search.
I look through everyone I meet.
Reading them thoroughly.
The way they speak.
The way they think.
The way they treat me.
Some don't match.
But others do.
But those ones don't ever seem to like me the way I want them to.
So I settled for one.
I settle for the one that treats me the worst.
The one that everyone warned me about.
Too far in the love hole.
I didn't even notice the one waiting behind me,
every step of the way.
I just wished he had stayed.
But.
By the time I had finally noticed he had run away.

-Random thoughts

Late nights at work.
8pm.
It's dark and cold.
As a child your worst fears were always the dark.
But as you grew up,
especially being a woman,
your worst fear was being taken.
Footsteps.
Faster and faster.
As I speed up my walk,
slowly turning into a jog.
Turning around in an instant, a man launches toward me.
Cuffing me around the waist before I scream.
I yell for help.
Yet not a soul helps me in the pitch black darkness.
Why was it today that I forgot the cities #1 rule.
Don't go out after dark.

-Random thoughts

The world watches me.
Every day.
Every night.
As I go out I hear the shutters of clicking cameras.
I just wanted to make videos for fun.
As a child I always wanted to be "famous."
Now that I am.
I only wish I could run away from it.
I'm judged based on every action I do.
Every sound I make.
The way I walk.
The way I talk.
The way a part my hair.
There is no langer a secret I can hide.
People always find out.
I don't know where.
Or how.
But they do.
If I'd known this would be the famous life,
I would of never sold my soul.

-random thoughts