The beginning

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Like every day nothing strange happened in the life of Akeldama. She was a sophomore who had to commute to her high school every day leaving her no time left for herself in the day.  She was really preoccupied with her grades but studying was hard as she could just never concentrate, her world was revolving around her academic success, somehow she always got good grades which made her obtain a scholarship. She had a boyfriend, a long distance relationship more precisly with a boy she has never gotten the chance to meet. She is the type of person who lives through her memories, this bringing her pain every day while thinking  at her relationship. The truth is that she always had troubles with expressing her feelings while not being most exactly an empath in any kind of way. She did some things that she wasnt proud of. She felt the need to seek revenge after her boyfriend has been cheating on her with his ex, so she cheated with her friend, this making her friendship barely existent. 

For months she would think about breaking up as she realises that there was not any love but rather an obsesion, but being alone would of have been worse, she had no one besides her small group of friends at school. She always tried to participate in as many activities as she could but none of her friends would be there, for some reason she has always been bullied even if she always tried to be friendly and polite. 

People always viewed her as a kid with behavioral troubles, she never understood why no one was understanding her...later on she tried to mask every "strange" action of her, she learned very late that she was on the autism spectrum, realising this made her feel a bit better about herself as she finally understood why she was "weird" to others. Her only wish was to be happy and without any problems.....


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