I missed this.

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It's been a few days since I ended me and Reece. I couldn't cope with not having him by my side, I couldn't cope with not having his arms around me and I couldn't cope with not having his lips on mine, the truth is...I couldn't cope.

Doing this to Reece was the worst thing I have ever done, he's not the same. I walk into rehearsals and see a completely different person. The constant smile on his face disappeared and the constant sparkle in his eyes has faded...and it was all my fault.

I lied to try to make everything better, I feel so selfish for doing this to Reece. He's not concentrating properly and neither am I. I can't think straight. It hurts me to see how hurt Reece is. People say that somewhere in your life, you will find that person who holds the key to your heart and I know I'm only 16 but I found the person who holds that key, and it was Reece.

Reece's POV

I can't concentrate, all I keep replaying in my head are the times I spent with Millie. Being without her is horrible, I can't take it anymore. I just want to hold her in my arms and say everything will be ok, but I know it won't.

I feel so bad for not realising that deep down she couldn't cope with everything. She never held me back, she's was what kept me going. We need to talk but I don't know what to say and as my mind started to think about all the things I could say to try and get her back the doors to the studio swung open and in came two faces I had unfortunately seen before.

"What are you two doing here?" Charlie asked them. "We've come to see you guys rehearse if you don't mind." The two girls said. "Didn't you used to bully Millie?" Barclay asked. "No, of course not. She was just lying to try and get attention." One of the girls said.

I didn't believe a word, Millie was left so scarred and broken by what those two girls did to her. She spent most of her time at secondary school, scared of what would happen every day because of those girls and I know that for a fact. "I don't believe you, I know for a fact that you put Millie through misery and pain throughout high school, what are you even doing here?" I asked standing up from the chair I was sitting on.

"Oh, come on. You don't believe her over us, do you?" They both asked, once walking over to Charlie and the other walking over to me. I looked over to Millie who had tears in her eyes, something was going on, I just had a feeling.

"I'm Poppy and this is Hailey." I now know to be Poppy spoke. "Are you two still together?" Poppy asked referring to me and Millie. "No." Millie spoke quietly, looking down at the floor. "Good." Poppy smirked.

"What do you want?" I asked getting slightly annoyed and agitated. "I want you." She said trying to flirt with me and the other flirting with Charlie. "Well that's never going to happen." I laughed, shrugging her off of me. "Millie? Is there something going on?" I asked her. "Erm..no there's nothing going on." She said a little too quickly.

"No, there's nothing going on." Poppy said quickly too, making it even more obvious there was something going on.

Millie's POV

I knew Reece would find out eventually but I didn't think he would be suspicious this early. I felt so bad for lying to Reece, but I couldn't say one word considering Poppy and Hailey were in the same room. I couldn't take it anymore...

"There's something I need to say." I said standing up. Poppy and Hailey looked at me with evil eyes that could burn, if looks could kill I would be dead right now. "You dare say a word and you are dead." Poppy said. I looked around the room, swallowing and looking at Reece with sad eyes.

"No go on Millie. Say what you were going to say." Jake said. Well...Erm. I was picking my brother up from school the other day and Poppy and Hailey were calling me. They pinned me up against a wall and told me to break up with Reece so he could go out with one of them. The threatened me saying I would face the consequences, but I can't hold it in anymore. I never broke up with Reece because of the hate, I can ignore that. I broke up with you because I was so scared of what would happen if I didn't do what they told me to. I could never leave you Reece, you mean the world to me and I feel so stupid for doing this to you. You didn't deserve any of this, I'm so sorry for lying and doing all of this to you, I understand if you don't want to talk to me again. But I love you and I hope you love me too."

"You little bitch!" Poppy screamed as she ran up to me, pulling my hair. "Get off of me!" I screamed, getting out of her grip. All of the boys ran straight over, pulling Poppy off of me as Reece and Charlie comforted me.

"Are you alright?" Charlie asked. "I dunno." I said as I hugged Charlie. "You've ruined everything." Poppy screamed. "I haven't ruined anything. I never did. It was all you. I lived me life wondering what was going to happen next. I never understood why you did what you did to me and I still don't understand. You threw me down but I picked myself up again and nothing you can say or do will ever change that. I just want to know why you did it." I said. "You were always the brainy one, the pretty one, the talented one. I was never any of those things, I wanted to have what you already did but I knew I couldn't so I tried to take them away from you but it didn't work. I was jealous of everything about you...I'm sorry I put you through what I did." Poppy said, Hailey apologising too. "I can forgive but I can never forget." I said, looking up. "I really am sorry, I won't do anything to you ever again. I hope that all of you have a great life. And you two..." Me and Reece looked up, "Never let anyone break you. Stay strong together." She smiled before they both walked out.

"Will you forgive me?" I asked Reece, looking down at the floor. He placed his fingers under chin, lifting my head up. "Of course I do, but as long as you forgive me." He smiled. "For what?" I asked. "For not trying to get you back, I promise to never let you go again."Reece smiled. "You're forgiven and I'm sorry for not telling you and for not fighting for you. I promise I will never let you go." I smiled. "Good, why didn't you tell me?" Reece asked. "I was so scared about what they would do if I did tell you, I honestly thought you'd be better off with one of them. I thought I held you back." I said. "You've never held me back, you kept me going." Reece smiled. I looked up to his eyes, his constant smile playing on his lips and the constant sparkle back in his eyes. Reece crashed his lips to mine in a passionate much needed kiss, it getting slightly heated. All the boys cheered. "I missed this." Reece smirked, as I smiled kissing his lips once more.

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