Broken Chyna

Chapter 1: Life ain't easy

Chyna
I sat in the dressing room, just starring in the mirror. I admired myself, I was beyond beautiful, but I didn't feel beautiful. I had a beautiful complexion. I was 5'5 and my skin was flawless. I was exotic looking cause i mixed with Black, domincan, and Chinese. I had light grey eyes that Could light up a room, with high cheek bones. I had D cup boobs and a nicki minaj ass. My hair was down to my back with slight curls. To say I was 18, I looked like I was about 23. I hated my life though, For two years, I was a stripper. I didn't strip because I loved it , I did it because I had to . Snapping me out my thoughts, my boss Rami came in the my dressing room. He looked at me and looked his lips, "20 minutes till show time sexy", he said. I shook my head without even looking at him. Tonight was a big night cause all kinda niggas was gone be in Red tonight. So i was gonna have to work it. I looked through the rack to find what I was gonna wear. I wanted to look as sexy as possible. I settled with a light pink top that stopped right at my boobs, and I had on a pink thong, with chains on the side. I had put on my gold christian louboutin with the spikes. I don't really smoke cause it's not lady like but I was nervous as fuck. I quickly rolled up a blunt and smoked it. I looked at the wall clock and it was almost time for me to go on stage. I looked at myself in the mirror one last time before I heading out. The music was loud as fuck. "Now introducing Chyna", Rami said through the mic. I came out on stage and he played my song dance for you by beyonce. I zoned everybody out and began to dance all on the pole. I was popping and doing all kind of splits. I went all the way to the top of the pole and took my top off, Showing my pierced boobs. All kinda money was getting thrown at me. I was coming down off the pole and I started twerking my ass hard and doing moves that beyonce did in the video. In about 15 minutes the dance was over. I put my top back on and picked up all my money. By just looking at it It was bout 5,000 dollars and that was just in ones. I walked back in the dressing room with Rami following behind me. I turned around to get my bag off the nasty cold floor when I seen him un buckling his pants. He grabbed my wrist and pulled me to him. My heart started to beat out of my chest. "You did good out there baby girl, so now you get an award", he said almost out of breath. Rami was a big fat black nigga. He looked like rick ross but darker. I was soo scared cause I didn't know what to do. "If you don't give me what I want, Imma cut the fuck outta you", he said while eyeing me. I just shook my head. He pushed me on to the sofa and he started to take off my thong. he took my top off and started licking my boobs. I pushed back the tears that was about to pour out of my eyes. He then started to finger me with 3 fingers. That shit hurted so bad cause I was soo tight. He started putting his nasty ass tounge on me. I felt so disgusted .He already looked like a whopper burger with cheese. He was about to stuff his tiny shit in me, But I couldn't let him go that far. I kicked him in his shit and he wimpered out in pain. He fell on the ground holding his crotch. I quickly grabbed all my belongings and my money and headed out. I didn't have a car, so I ran home. When I got to my house, all I did was shake my head. The place I called home was a hot ass mess. It was soo damn crowded and small. It smelled like ass and piss. I opened the stained glass door and the smell of drugs hit me nose. My mother was sprawled on the floor with 2 men between her legs. A damn shame I thought to myself. I went to my small room and went underneath my bed to get my money box. I didn't have a bank account so the money I earn from stripping goes in there. I had about 2 mill in my box. I know yall like why I don't just up and leave but it ain't that easy. I don't have any friends or family, so I don't know where Imma go. I didn't wanna go in the front cause I didn't want them to come at me sideways. The loud moans filled my room. How could my mama do this to her self. The woman I called mama was now my fucking enemy. "Chyna bring yo stupid ass in here", she called out. I put some basketball shorts on and a long ass tee shirt. I didn't want them looking at no parts of my body. I rolled up and got up to see what she wanted. "What do you want"?, I say with attitude. "Come suck them up for me, so i could get my shit", she said. "Ohh fuck no" I said while looking the two dirty ass niggas up and down. Aint no way in hell. "We got a bad girl on our hands, and we gone teach you how to listen", they say together. Before I could get out a dodge, They grabbed me up by neck and slammed me to the ground. The light skin took out his dick and rammed it in my mouth. My eyes began to water. I pulled my hair and he bobbed his dick in and out my mouth. I wanted to bite the fuck out of it, but I knew that they would kill me. The dark one started fingering me with his long dirty fingers. Goin in an out. "Damn you wet and tight he said". He started to lick my walls and put his tounge all inside me. I felt dirty as fuck. In about 20 minutes they were done with me. But the killing part was that my mother was watching the entire time with a fucking smile on her face. I wanted to bitch slapp her. I got and ran to the nasty bathroom. The bathroom had brown stains everywhere and smelled of ass. I quickly hurried and took my shower and went back on my room. I felt nasty and dirty. I went in the kitchen to look for something to eat, and to my surprise there was no food. I slammed the refrigerator door shut. "How could there be no food, when I bought food yesterday ", I yelled. I went back in my room. I made a pallet on the floor cause I didn't have a bed. I layed on the cold floor. Tonight was the last night I was staying here. I needed to get my shit and get out of here. I hated my life to the fullest. I didn't feel whole, I felt broken. Shit life was definitely not easy.