I had a friend
We walked and talked
Everyday
Feelings emerged in time
He asked me out
I made a mistake
By saying yes
We dated
We laughed
We lied
We cried
It was over
Walks in the hall
Are awkward
Weird
Uncomfortable
We glance at each other
Every once in a while
I saw
I heard
That he
Moved on
I saw
I heard
That he
Has a girlfriend
See in him
Makes me want to
Cry
Sigh
Then die
Self harm
Is the only way
I can show him
That I am hurting
My heart
Is broken
Can't be fixed easily
I try to move on
As he did
It's hard
I need help
I need friends
I need to live my life
As if he were never in it
