Do you not fucking care?
I stayed with you for three years
Stayed through all the pain
All of the times you struggled through addiction
All the times you wanted to die
Yet this is how you repay me?
I screwed up. Yeah I know that.
But that doesn't mean you have to do this to me
You left me when I needed you the most
You could have stopped me from doing what I did
You knew how fucking broken I was
But you let me do it anyway
I look at you now and think you're disgusting
But I want that connection back
I want the past to not matter
I cared so damn much
I just want it all back...
