I woke up this morning thinking today is going to be a good day. But when I woke up in this new body I started to cry. I have this thing called kenda its a disease where you switch body's every year. I hate this thing inside of me I sometimes think of killing myself but I wonder where I will go after that that . I never thought I could ever be in this new body. I'm a 10 year old who has to go to school. Well I've never been to school in my life out of all the times i lived. I always was a 3 or 2 year old but now I'm a older kid who now goes to a school called sea hawks elementry. I'm going tomorrow and I'm already nervous . I wish I was a normal kid who can have a normal life . I now live in Hawaii . I am pretty scared of the volcano's they scare me a lot. My moms name is stefine and my dads name in Albert. They are nice and all but it doesn't fell the same....well it never feels the same. Oh yay I forgot my name is is ..... Johnson . I really wished my name was john but i guess I'm glad I have a john in the first part.Well my mom said I have to go to sleep see you tomorrow.Its morning and I have to get dressed. I really don't know how to do this so I tried and I did it right for once I did . I ran down these things called stairs they were really lumpy. My mom told me to get in the car and I got in and she drove me to school.It s was so big and their was so many kids all over the place. I went to the front office and saw the is kids waving and running to me. I didn't know what to do so I just stood their doing nothing . They kids started talking to me and telling me this girl named soffie wanted to talk to me. I just went with it and went to her. She said hi babe and I tried to look go the other way but she took me to her friends held my hand. I didn't know what was going on. I heard people who were dating call eachother babe I didn't know if we were dating I guess we are now. I wouldn't say she is pretty but she is not ugly at the same time. Her friends were were acting weird like they liked me I can't tell why they wouldn't like me my dad is a super star and my mom is a candy maker. I dropped my books and then all these girls ran up and started fighting to see who will pick them up.