When I entered the room Usagi closed the door
and stepped forward, I stepped back, he stepped
forward, I stepped back, this happened for a while
till my back hit the cold mirror wall. He quickly closed the
Gap between us. "Akihiko-san please provide me my
Own personal space. This position is very inappropriate."
I said looking at him with a blank expression. He flinched
Physically at my formality "Misaki I-Im sorry I didn't mean t-"
I cut him off rather rudely, " It's okay. Look, are you finished?
I need to start practicing." He looked disheartened but moved
Out the way. I walked towards the door regretting my own selfish
Decision.
~Usagi's POV~
I watched him walk to the door. There he goes. . .
He's leaving me. No don't let him leave! Fight for him!
Our first kiss. Our love making. Our baths together. Our trips.
Our obstacles with my family. How much he faught for me.
How much he held the pain in for me.
They all rung in my head. He never left me. He faught for me,
With my father. He held in all the pain of others calling him a
Nuisance to my career. He loved me. I couldn't let him walk out
Now. I ran full speed not caring if my shoes were slapping the floor.
I quickly grabbed his wrist pulling him towards me roughly against
My chest. I pulled his face up to meet mine and kissed him softly,
It wasn't a lust filled kiss it was more of a vow, a promise, an oath.
I pulled away "I vow to you that I, Usami Akihiko, will never hurt you
Again. Forgive me." I mumbled. "Akihiko-san, would you please let go?"
I heard him whisper, it broke my heart to pieces, here was my Misaki, yet
It wasn't 'Misaki' I pulled away from the tight embrace to meet cold jaded
Green orbs. "I'll be picking up my items and clothing after practice."
And he walked out, just like that.
~Misaki POV~
I know it's selfish but I don't want to cause him anymore trouble. Leaving
Him was my only option. Of course I love him but, if he knew my actions,
He wouldn't love me anymore. He wouldn't love a scar covered
Person. He wouldn't want a person who practically hates himself.
What can I say? I'm a nuisance to his life, to his career, and to his love life,
He deserves better. A person who is confident, unselfish, handsome,
talented, Someone like Sumi-Sempai. . . He plays Piano, he's smart,
he's handsome,Talented, and he is perfect for Akihiko-san.
I'm sorry Akihiko-san.
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Tears of a lonesome Violin
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