How does a heart stop aching?
I wonder badly for the pure reality that which it will stop
Why does it ache for him?
I miss him badly to the point where
I seem unreal to myself
This world is full of deception, hate, and sorrow
But why focus on him?
It's blinding me slowly
Overpowering me
Trying my best to fight the grasp of Love's grip
What is it that draws me close to him
Yet we never have time
Time is needed
If I can stop clock hands from turning
Each number in the next round
I would stop Time quickly
Killing it with cold futility
I want Time to freeze
To let me have a chance to hold him again
Be in his embrace and care
What draws me near to his heart?
It's tangible sweetness, sweeter than honey
It leaves me yearning for more
Can I not be satisfied?
Must I want more?
Can I go on the streets of Life
Without looking back at him?
It is him I want
I adore him
I admire him
He has stolen my heart