Hidden tears

How It All started

"Ohh hell no!" I exclaimed I had been watching this new show on TV called Empire that shit was hella amaze !  I am am amani I am 16 . I live in the Caribbean with my mother in a single parent home 3 bed rooms one bath . Sure expected some Kim crossed with Beyonce and a bit of megan! I am fearly short and have dark chocolate skin and straighten hair 

July

"Amani!" I heard my mother screem my name as if there was an emergency so I darted for the door. I was very much annoyed when I realized she was fine e a d just wanted the remote the nerve of this woman she was in her early 40's and was more on the chubby side she had 4 tattos one on her upper back one on the side of her calf and on either side of her upper arm. I got dressed and went to school. I was  was half and angered by the fact that she had to wear a uniform. It consisted of a teal A line skirt which i penciled , A teal tie to match a white shirt and with shoes and sock. I was no fan of make up but when it came to shoes she was your chick . i kicked it for school in a fresh white air force1 .

School convos 

"Niggas today our last fucking days yow before senior year amma miss you guys ....... Think  I am about to cry *snif* !" Amani said to her friends. "Could you remove your emotional ass please ....*pointing away* We got a whole dam year leaf !" Leean added dryly she was no one to show emotion or hide her true thoughts. "You gotta be so god dam mean all the .." Amani expressed before she was Irrupted " Guys I got me 1000 dollars for washing some wears at my uncles bar who want BK !" Lizzy shouted ... " once you paying" dash said smiling .
We all waited for school o be dissmed and exited the school .
Amani decided not to go as she knew that she had no money to travel home and had to meet kirja to get home  or she would have to walk alone.

Later that night via texts
Me : wyd G
Diamond: nothing have to go in the church to drop some tho g for my mom wanna come.
Me:I ain't trying to be sleeping there tonight but k gonna bathe touch you back when I am done
Diamond: straight bitch

I grab my teal towel and head to the bathroom showered I  threw on a short jeans just USA pants and a AERO top the top was white with teal writing vertically on the left side of the top and my teal and white nike slipper . I quickly brush my extentions (Remi surpreme) in a slack ponytail with a sir parth on the right side .
My phone went of
Ohh hell  no shhhh..........she wasn't READYYYYYYYY!
I gave out a little chuckle Kevin hart was just too damn funny.
Diamond: bitch where are you ?!
Me:ready just us right ?
Diamond: nahh Ace  pushing too
Me: that is stephan's brother right the quite one?
Diamond :that nigga ain't quite but what ever floats your boat yea amma leaving home so no WiFi don't make me wait on you slow ass
Me:straight

I spotted diamond walked until we came up to the westerns gate

After reaching the church diamond went upstairs ans ace and I decided it would be Better to remain outside he was very tall well everyone was to me he wore glasses a very heavy prescription at that and had a small frame
Ace : wda diamond doing boy !
Me lol idk wanna go check
Ace : churches and I don't mesh well
 

Amani's thoughts
What does churches and me dont mesh well mean ...ohh his height it flawless ...his lips so full...omg his kinky curls look amazing..

Ace: Mia what he hell you staring at ik a sex *flicks imaginary hair*

We shared a few chulckes

Me: ohh am sorry you know you ain't that bd looking if you were my type we..
Ace : you got a type? I am everyone's type ma
Me : not mine BTW could you ever see you self with me ? I uttered  as o spotted nisha  (my step sister)aka hot mess boss

Ace replied yes ma you pretty cute Lil frame
  We jked for a while

Moments later
I spotted my ex apporaching deep in laughter ...need to think fast
I wrapped ace's hand around me and looked deep in his eyes

Amani's thoughts
One kini kini kini .....wait his eyes are...

Ace :Don't look to deep you gonna start falling exclaimed

Is this really happening could I be really fall for my friend .that night I could only picture his face  ....how hazel his eyes were the were like a vacuum  was I falling for this boy so fast .

*text message*
Hey short stuff to answer you in asked question ....you cute uea I would go with you and that guy do deserve you maybe need someone like me ....reply midget

How the the hell am I supposed to respond to that ......