Kook king | Rafe Cameron

FORGIVENESS

FEW DAYS PASSED BY...

days have passed by rafe and u have not talked much

IT WAS 3 IN THE MORNING....

after drinking water at the kitchen

you went back upstairs

u were walking in the hallways then someone pulled you inside a room

it was rafe's room and rafe pulled u in his room, closed and locked his door

Y/N- rafe? (u said scared and started panicking)

he held you by the arm

Y/N- let go of me you asshole (u said punching him on the chest trying to escape from him)

RAFE- hey hey! calm down

Y/N- let go of me (you continued punching him on the chest)

rafe took both of your hands and held it tight to make you stop

RAFE- y/n calm down! (he yelled)

RAFE- calm down okay! (he yelled)

you looked at him and you were breathing heavily

Y/N- let me go rafe!

RAFE- no!

Y/N- please dont hurt me again (then tears rolled down your cheeks)

RAFE- y/n... i wont hurt you

RAFE- ive been trying to talk to you for the pass few days but you kept avoiding me

RAFE- now is my only chance to talk to you and explain

RAFE- now that i know wat i did to you... i didnt mean to hurt u or do anything bad to u

RAFE- im so sorry

Y/N- just let go of me rafe please im begging you (then tears rolled down ur cheek)

RAFE- no y/n i want u to forgive me i didnt mean any of the things i did to u i was coked out and i didnt remember it..any of it

RAFE- if i wasnt coked out i would have remember all of that

RAFE- im so sorry for wat i did to u i really am im so sorry y/n please forgive me

RAFE- u know i love u and i would never do anything to hurt u you know id do anything for you i would even hunt down any one who hurts or tries to hurt u i will kill them i would do anything just to protect u

RAFE- i promise u i would never do anything like that again

Y/N- i dont know rafe.. i dont know anymore if i still forgive you, youre gonna hurt me again and again

RAFE- y/n... please give me another chance i will be better i promise y/n

RAFE- i love you y/n.. i would never hurt you i promise

Y/N- you promise? (then tears rolled down ur cheek)

RAFE- i promise you that (he swipe ur tear with his thumb)

RAFE- please forgive me ,it will never happen again i promise

Y/N- okay

Y/N- i forgive u (then u started crying again)

then rafe hugs u and u hugged him

RAFE- im so sorry this would never happen again (he hugs u tightly)

RAFE- also

RAFE- i want you to promise me one thing

Y/N- what?

RAFE- stop doing drugs and stop drinking

Y/N- why?

RAFE- what do you mean why?

RAFE- y/n its not good for you

RAFE- you've been doing those for days now

RAFE- i know im the reason why youre doing it

Y/N- but it makes me feel better

RAFE- no it doesnt

RAFE- it makes you worst

RAFE- i want you to stop

RAFE- if you take to much of those it can harm you and you know that

RAFE- i dont want anything bad to happen to you

RAFE- no more drugs, no more alcohol

RAFE- will you promise me that?

Y/N- yea i promise

Y/N- as long as you wont hurt me...again

RAFE- i promise id never hurt you at all

RAFE- can we just move on and forget about that incident

RAFE- cause i dont wanna hear it again i dont wanna know that i did that to you it makes me feel guilty

RAFE- lets not talk about it or mention it ever again okay?

Y/N- okay

then he kisses u on ur forehead

and you left rafe's room

u wiped all ur tears from ur face

and went back to your room

you closed your door

THE NEXT FEW DAYS...

you and rafe have been better than ever but still kept everything a secret

but there was only one problem...

you couldnt look at rafe the same way as before

whenever you look at him you still remember that thing he said and did to you that night

you still couldnt forget and you dont even know why but you just kept getting flashbacks of what happened that night... flashbacks again...and again...and again..and it wouldnt stop

mostly your flashback triggers everytime you see or hear something that reminded you of what happened that night

and most of the time your flasbacks trigger out of nowhere

youre flasbacks trigger when you see guns, when you hear again words that rafe has said/mentioned that night, physical touch, tone of the voice and mainly just looking at rafe

when around rafe you act like everything is okay but deep inside...you really are going insane and you couldnt control your thoughts