I did'nt mean for this to go so wrong ''i say looking my self in the mirror'' why did everything, everyone go against me, why me of all people why, just why...
Moon POV.
I was walking into the classroom with my eyes red and puffed, bc i had cried the night before (as I always did), i found my seat and placed my bag, and waited paisently for my teacher to come in to the classroom, everyone was talking and laughing, but all i wanted to do was cry and leave the classroom, it also did'nt really help that my 'ex' bestfriend was sitting at the table next to me talking with her new so called bestie.
I was wachting the wacht as I waited for the lesson to end, aaaaand bam I wanted nothing but for this day to be over already, but sadly this was only i first lesson of the day, still 5 lessons left before i can go home.
I was walking around alone at recess bc i had no one to hang out with (no shocker there) well as i was saying, i was walking around alone crying in tiny so no one would notice, i honestly just wanted to die that instant, but ofc i was to much of a chicken to kms.
The day FINALLY came to an end, and I was the first person to leave the classroom, on my way home i could'nt stop myself from crying anymore, i just led it all out, oh how i just wanted another lockdown right fucking now, that was when everything changed between me and her, ugh i could not explain how much i just wanted her to be my bestfriend again, and all bc of one stupid argument.
!!TRIGGER WARNING!! (METION OF SH)
When i got home i went straight to my room, i closed and looked the door and just started bawling my eyes out, as if there was'nt a care in the world, it was a good thing my dad ha taken all the sharp objects out of my room, otherwise i would have, well...yk..yea..cut.
A few hours later i was still crying, when i saw my phone light up, it was my dad calling me, i picked up and tried my hardest not to sound like i had just cried ''hey Moon dinners ready, can you come up and wash your hands'' i sighed bc i thought he would ask me why i was crying ''yea dad i'll be up in a bit'' i hung up the phone, and found my concealler, i cowerd up my redness around my eyes and went upstairs to eat dinner (not like i was gonna eat that much anyways)
''So Moon how was school'' my dad asked me from the other side of the table, i look up and answer in a soft tone ''hmm yea it was alright nothing much happend'' i look back at my plate and continue looking at the food.
I walk back to my room tiered, i just wanna sleep, i had'nt slept for the last 2 days so i was save to say i was EXHAUSTED, the only problem was no matter how hard i tried to sleep, i just could'nt, but today was the day when i would finaly sleep, as i layed down on my pillow i could feel the tears trilling down my chin, i closed my eyes and wished that i would'nt wake up the next day
