I'm stupid .
I'm stupid for loving you ,
I shouldn't have seen your pretty face or your angelic personality.
I shouldn't have binged looking at your face for hours .
I shouldn't have imagined you with me , laughing and smiling .
I shouldn't have imagine you saying my name .
I shouldn't have downloaded
a million pictures of you smiling happily .
But there is the one big thing I regret doing everyday ,
Loving you .
But can you blame me?
You're so perfect it's so mesmerizing to look at your beautiful brown eyes that has a library of the most gorgeous words in it .
Or your perfect smile , that makes me happy .
Or your happy skip walk that I adore .
I just want you to feel how much I love you .
I want you to love me too .
I want to feel you.