I'm Sorry- Jaehyuk And Jeongwoo ( Jaehyuk)

Day 1

"oh shit I'm late" the dark haired boy stared at his watch, he needed to be at the studio at 6am and was trying to make a 15 minute ride into 3mins he could not believe that he overslept, the boy was constantly looking down to check the time, which was slowing him down, he new that and so he hated him self even more, during the ride he was thinking about his teammates being upset at him

He was a recently transferred trainee form The beginners to the debut team and while he was estactic he kept messing up and his teammates and cheographer got annoyed. They hated him and he could not blamed them he deserved it so he thought, as to try to make it on time he began pedaling faster a little too fast that he fell, there was not enough time for this to be happening he was too concerned about making it on time that he didn't even check to see if he was okay

" I'm here" he said to his self he throwed down his bike, and ran in the building he looked at his watch while making it downstairs into the basement and it was 6:01, he bit his lips knowing he is in trouble before opening the door.

" Sorry I'm late" he said then bowed to the choreographer and then his teammates, the choreographer Mr Han used his eyes and told him to get in line

" Because your teammates decided to come late and waste our time  you all do 100 pushups" Mr Han announced with a smile while he picks a song

It was almost like the cheographer wanted his members to hate him they all gave Jaehyuk a dirty look before continuing he felt guilty he let out a small sigh that followed a "sorry" which he said under his breath.

It was now lunchtime and Mr Han pulled Jaehyuk aside
"listen Jaehyuk I don't know which studio you think you're at but coming in late is not tolerated here, you have bags underneath your eyes so I take it you didn't sleep so stop being so fucking selfish, whenever you out with your friends? Think of your members, you lack in dance, and in vocals what can you do? Nothing your a burden and you make me fucking miserable" he sat back down and Jaehyuk left for lunch.

At the cafeteria Jaehyuk was picking out lunch and he would constantly look back hearing the mumbling that took place behind his back and in his face, he walked over to a table where hyunsuk, jihoon and doyoung sat he looked a them and hyunsuk glared at him making it evident they don't want him to sit there, he eventually went outside and ate his lunch then practice the dance.

He felt like to cry, it was hard to come so early in the mornings and it wasn't even worth it his teammates hate him and he can't do anything right, tears of frustration and anger started to run wild and after kicking the rock would bench he calmed down and quickly noted blood around his knees, he went to the bathroom to check feeling the pain more than ever also is ankle was hurting he pulled down his pants to revile a huge cut on his leg painful to say the least he didn't know why he didn't feel it before he quickly threw some achol on it which burns and came out the bathroom hoping no one will notice him limping like they cared.

He went back to the studio early this time with30 minutes to spear, jeongwoo and jungwhan was there

" Don't look at him jungwhan I heard he went out partying that's why he was late"jeongwoo whispered in the boys hear but loud enough for Jaehyuk to hear but he ignored it and tryed the dance but his injury cause him to stumble due to the pain he felt but he continued until the choreographer and other came back

" Now for the other part of the choreo we will need yedam to go on Jaehyuk back" he looked up at yedam and looked down back he didn't want to say he had an injury for it would be taken as a lame excuse to no do it so he went with it yedam got on his back and he stared shaking and lose his balance but catch yedam before his face hit the ground

" Try it again" the same thing kept happening
" Ugh again" until they had to move on and Jaehyuk feeling guilty tried to push threw the pain and he did it, he just need to deal with the pain for about 5 seconds that fine.

At the end of practice he left and some one stole his bike the others noticed and laughed so now he had to make a 20 min walk into 10 min with a busted knee and ankle, he ran all the way there his first job was a cashier at a shop and  he really just slept half way from 6 to 9 then his second job starts a 10 then to 1 where he closes a clothing store an finally from 2 to 4 he cleans and bakes for a cafe in the morning then back at practice at 6 am and that's a Saturday and Sunday he has school up to 4  then train up to 9 then he just goes to the cafe, it's tiring but he was given an opportunity he can't waste it. After the cafe he took a shower at a near by sauna then change and begin walking to yg the sauna was nearby, it was a short walk without his bike so he ended up waiting for the company to be open and slept their outside

Authors note
This is a bit embarrassing my grammar mistakes and the fact that some parts sound off but just bear with me