Unsaid [DoraTake] || TR.✓

Unsaid // DoraTake

| Takemichi |
The only thing I can remember was the warmness of his body until it turns cold. I can't think of anything. No words or any other things can be heard.

‘Draken-kun is dead’

That's the only thing I can process.

No tears formed in my eyes despite the heavy feeling inside of me.

Why did I let this happen? How did this even happened?

Days ago, we were just happy hanging out in the future, talking about our career and love life.

This can't be true right?

Minutes passed and I can finally hear but, there's something wrong...

Why are people yelling my name? Why can I hear Draken-kun and the others crying? Why do I feel light? Doesn't I just feel heavy awhile ago?

Ah right...

"Takemitchi"

I was given a chance. After Mikey-kun beaten me to death, someone had talked to me and gave me a chance to change the past. To change what had happened to Draken-kun.

The voices are disappearing again and I feel heavy again. The world around me is getting blurry and blurry. It disappeared or more like, I disappeared.

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Pure white room, an endless one. A canvas? No it isn't.

"Hanagaki Takemichi. I had given you a chance and yet here you are, you're back here again"a voice entered my ears. Someone in an old fashion clothing appeared infront of my eyes.

It was a girl. Her long blonde hair was swaying. Her jewel-like blue eyes piercing through me. She looks like a goddess. She looks like someone who had been painted in the most expensive canva that ever existed. She's..

"Athy"I muttered.

"Why?"she asked. But I don't get it. What is she saying?

"What?"I asked back.

"You can just push him or let him duck so why did you choose to be shot instead? Is it because you're tired? Or maybe,.. because of your unsaid feelings for him?"

"What are you trying to say? What unsaid feelings?" I can feel my face getting red even though there's no blood flowing inside my body-.. soul.

She doesn't to seem to care for my question and instead, continued to talk. "Confessing isn't that bad you know. You should have done that before"she suddenly shrugged.

‘But what if I got rejected?’

"That's part of it! It's better to confess and get rejected than not confess and let your self drown in nothingness while over thinking things and watching your love to go far away and away to you"she answered my thoughts.

Oh right. I forgot that she can actually hear my thoughts.

"Far away?"I wonder.

"Yes. Isn't it better than watching him fall in love with someone not knowing you have feelings for him? Deceiving him, making him believe that you guys are friends, that you see him as a friend"

Ah. So I was deceiving Draken-kun this whole time? I'm a bad person making him believe that he's just a friend to me while I enjoy the attention he's giving to me. He cared for me as a friend. He even protected me.

She smiled at me and it was warm, her eyes were also warm. She floated her way to me and hugged me. She's warm. I feel safe, in her arms.

"This is your last chance. Please don't show your face here again or I'll really get mad to you"she whispered to my ear. She pull her arms away from me and pat my head with her hands after. Once again, she smiled at me until a bright white light envelope me.

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Draken pulled his hair tightly. He had failed to protect him again. He promised him that he'll protect him but he just end up not fulfilling it. Takemichi got hurt many times because he failed and now, Takemichi is dying or it can also be that he actually is dead.

It's his responsibility to protect him but he's the one who got protected instead. He was ready that time. He was ready to catch the bullet with his body but the thing he- they aren't ready was for them to see him catch the bullet himself.

Hearing the sound the door made, they all immediately raised their head that has been looking on the ground. The doctor walked to them while still keeping his professional look. They all waited. The way the doctor's mouth opened feel like it was a minute. Their surroundings feel so slow. They may or may not be ready for what the person was about to say to them.

"We have successfully removed the bullets from his body. The operation is success although, some vital organs have been damaged inside of him. The patient may live but for not too long but it'll be with his body, maybe he'll be able to live and grow old"the doctor smiled at them. "The patient have been transferred to his private room so you can visit him any hour by now. He might be in a coma state but let's just hope that he'll wake up"he finished and walked away from the group.

They all sigh in relief even if there's still some difficulty inside them especially Draken.

He looked at the group. "Is it okay if I visit him first?" They all looked at him before looking at each other. They nodded.

Draken smiled lightly before muttering a small thanks to the group. He walked away.

"Should we follow him?"Chifuyu asked. He just earned a head shake from Kazutora.

"Let him. He probably needed some time and to talk to Takemitchi." The words earned nod from Mitsuya.

"Kazutora's right"he smiled at the group. "Let's just go outside for now and let him finished whatever he's gonna do there"the other nodded and followed him.

They all know that at some point, their former vice commander is blaming himself.

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Draken hold Takemichi's hand and without knowing it, tears were streaming down his face. He doesn't want to admit it but hanging out with the male had make him gained feelings for him. Knowing the person he loves was in this state because of his own selfishness.

Takemichi is such a selfless person. He had saved and protected all of them.

Draken remember that time.. Takemichi wasn't a part of Toman and had just know him for month and he didn't give a single thought and saved him. He didn't give a shit when his hand got stabbed, he still beat Kiyomasa(at some point).

He do really love this male. He love him not as a friend. He love him not platonically. He love him romantically and everyone knows that but oh poor oblivious Takemichi who also love the male but didn't got to confess because he always thought that he will get rejected. What a shitty people this two are. Their friends are getting impatient. They just hope that when Takemichi wake up, both will confess to each other.

Draken hold Takemichi's hand to his face and kissed it. "Please wake up soon"he whispered.

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A: yes the girl is Athy from wmmap:)(her personality here doesn't match from the original tho haha). She's the first female that showed up in my gallery when I opened it so I just kinda put her here lol