I wanna restart. Restart everything. Delete everything off my phone, create new accounts. Even delete my weird phases. I want to change me. I want to end my personality. I've lost so many people because of it. I've lost a lot of my favourite people. I've lost one of my favourite friend because I decided to date someone they didn't know.
I'm scared. I'm scared that when Bo finds out everything they'll leave me. They'll find out why I am like this. Their the only one I have left. I'm also scared that one of us with leave this earth and I'll be alone.
I'm lost. I'm so confused. I don't know what to do, I don't know where to step next. My hyperfixations don't make me happy anymore. The only thing making me happy is Bo.
I don't know whats happening to me.
