wet hair and seasonal crushes

talk to me you beautiful arsehole

The great hall was quiet tonight, too quiet, I was pretty much alone at the table because most of my friends left already. They insisted that i come with them but i stayed there, i needed to talk to him. Or write to him, anything really was fine.

So i took out my quill and a scrap piece of parchment and wrote : 

I need to talk to you

you can't avoid me forever, we need to talk about this

A.A.Z

The paper flew between peoples legs and landed right in front of Regulus face. He looked at it with dread, he stared at it for a long minute or two before carefully picking it up, unfolding it and slowly reading it. 

He frowned at it and started writing something on it, very angrily or maybe he was sad. He folded it and sent it over to me not once making eye contact with me. 

The paper, messily folded, landed in front of me and i unfolded it ; 

I have nothing to say to you

yesterday was a mistake

please stop talking to me

R.A.B

I read it numbly and scoffed out of disbelief ; 

i understand

i'm sorry Reg

Alexis

I looked at what i wrote, i really am sorry that he's so at war with himself, i'm going to drop it. 

I folded the paper and sent it over to him. As it fell in front of him, Regulus looked at it and immediately opened it. I tried to read his face when he opened it but this man is unreadable, i would say he's reassured, scared, happy, i know better than than to make hasty conclusions, i don't actually think he is any of these.

He messily shoved the paper in his pocket and walked away and that's when he took a last glance behind him and looked me right in my eyes. He quickly turned away when he saw that i was looking at him. 

I mean what, was he expecting for me to just not look at him, now i'm mad, he had made me mad. I'm in so much disbelief. Did he not feel what i felt, i can't believe this. I like a guy that two weeks ago I wouldn't touch with a stick. I need to let this go, he hates me and i hate him too.

I should hate him.
Fuck him.
(a/n : I'm preemptively shutting you guys up, i can smell the comments.)

I haven't talked about this to anyone, should i talk to someone about this.

I can't talk about this to Remus, i trust him fully but he's too close to Sirius and i don't want him to slip up, if i ever tell Sirius about this i need to tell him myself.

Peter can't keep his mouth shut for the life of him so he is a big no.

I could tell James i guess, but no that feels wrong and i know him, he'll start feeling bad that Sirius doesn't know and will tell him. 

I'll just keep it to myself, it's better because if you tell no one, the secret can't be revealed. It's as easy as that.

__________

I was in care of magical creatures when Filch appeared at the door. He quickly whispered something to the teacher.

"Mr. Zabini you can follow Mr. Filch out of this class, take your stuff."

I sighed took my stuff and hurried out of the class, everybody was looking at me. That didn't feel very nice.

I stepped out of the class and caught a glimpse of a way too familiar head of hair.  "Oh brilliant" Regulus Black, skin bones and all, it was him and 'him' still looks bloody adorable. Adorable with that look on his face the look of : i don't know you shut up.

I'd kiss that look of his face if i could.

I mean no, I said i'd leave him alone so i will do that. Yep. Great, just so lovely.

He looked up to me and once again had that unreadable look on his face.

Mr. Filch lead us to Professor McGonnagal's office.

"What did you do now Mr. Zabini and oh- Mr. Black"

"I could ask you the same question Minnie"

"Argus please close the door on your way out --- So it says here that student saw you two hiding in a closet on the night the second floor bathroom was fumigated." SOMEBODY RATTED US OUT, WHAT THE BLOODY FUCK.

"But-" Regulus tried

"I don't wanna hear it, you will both get detention, this evening, you will have to clean up one of the rooms in the closed of hallway." That didn't even make sense, nobody ever went there.

"And of course a letter will be sent to your parents..." Regulus face went pale in a split second.

"...or legal guardian" Yep there it is, my brother would get this letter, i wouldn't get in trouble, Aleik couldn't give two shits about my whereabouts.

Oh great now i had to be locked with Regulus in a room for a few hours. This was not gonna end well.

a/n : 

this is kind of a filler chapter, it will get interesting in the next chapter as you can expect. Two teenage boys with enormous sexual tension stuck in a room together.

Two enemies in one room, they might kiss...

take care, 

Charlie