Yeah, it hurts seeing you running back to him. Especially when I've given so much, my time, my efforts and everything. And I know you've known him for much longer but I was there for you, always. I have liked you for a year now while he was just there toying with your feelings. And he still is. He doesn't even make an effort to try and make you feel special, you don't deserve that. You're someone who should be loved and adored, always. And I know I can give you that, I know I can Treat You Better than he can and any girl like you deserves a gentleman. But you don't see that. The only thing you see is him.
I won't lie to you. I know he's just not right for you. You're spending all your time in this wrong situation and you're not ready to accept that. Tell me why are we wasting time on all these wasted crying when you should be with me instead?
I just wanna give you the loving that you're missing, would do anything the second you say you'd like me too.
Give me a sign
Take my hand, we'll be fine
Promise I won't let you down
Just know that you don't
Have to do this alone
Promise I'll never let you down
I know you've been hurt by him constantly. I can tell by the way you carry yourself. I saw that. I saw how difficult it was for you. I wanted to change that. I wanted to take care of you. New place, new people.
It's difficult, I understand. But I was there, I was always there, I still am and probably always will be.
I have liked you since the day I laid my eyes on you, since the day I started talking to you. And it keeps on intensifying each day. I wanted to tell you this since the day we met. Since our very first date.
I will always remember the day when we confessed our feelings for each other. It was a warm Friday afternoon. We confessed before you went back to your hometown for a week. I remember you called me your favorite. I remember you saying that you talk about me to your friends. What happened to that?
Did it all disappear when you came back or you just suppressed those feelings for me, just so that you can focus on him?
Suppressing our feelings for each other is neither good nor fair, to either of us.
When you're talking to him, even after all the things he has done to you, your eyes light up.
Why can't you look at me like that?
When I'm around you, my heartbeat gets louder but it is not loud enough for you to hear what I'm trying to tell you. It's tearing me apart cause you don't see.
I wish it were me with my hands on your waist while we dance in the moonlight.
I wish it were me that you'd call late at night.
I wish these wishes come true one night cause it hurts to see you with him. It really does.
Wake up, we both need to wake up
Maybe if we face up to this
We can make it through this
Closer, maybe we'll be closer
Stronger than we were before
It should be me on your mind, it should be me beside you all the time but now I see you with him and it tears my whole world apart.
Could have been me where he is standing but you probably don't see it and that's what hurts the most, I came so close but now you'll never know that I Loved You First.
It should be me calling on your phone, telling you that you're the one and I'll never let you go. I never understood this feeling what it's really like but when I look in your eyes my whole world turns upside down.
Heartbreak, it's killing me. I Loved You First, why can't you see?
Would he say he's in love with you?
Would he hold you when you're feeling low?
Would he please you?
Would he touch you?
Would he kiss you?
Would he need you?
Would he treat you like I would?
You should know that I Would.
Everyday, I'm breaking inside and I'm praying that your heart will just turn around. Seeing you with him just don't feel right cause I can love you More Than This. I've never had the words to say but now I'm asking you to stay cause I can love you More Than This.
If you're pretending from the start, to numb your feelings for me. Just know that I'm still here trying to get to you and if you let me then I can lend you my broken parts that'll fit you and I will give you all my heart.....
So we can start it all Over Again.
