I was sleeping when I was awoken by my phone. *ring* *buzz* *ring* *buzz* *ri*- "Hello?" "Hey.", a deep voice answered. I smiled, it was Cristhian. Despite the fact he was married to this really dumb bitch, that had a smart attitude everywhere she went, I had a feeling that deep inside he still had a thing for me. I laughed a soft laugh, "It's 3 int he morning, what the hell are you doing calling me?" "Well, I'm bored, and kinda miss you.", he laughed. "Well why don't you come over?" "I was kinda hoping you would say that." "Haha okay, see you in a few." I chuckled. "Okay Abby, bye." I hung up. I fell back on to my pillow, smiling like a school girl who just found out her crush liked her back. I cluchted the phone to my chest, and soon before I knew it, someone was knocking at my door. "You know where the key is!" I yelled. I heard my door unlock and someone walking in. I turned on my side and acted like I was sleeping. "I know you're not asleep." I smiled and bit my lip. I felt the blankets lift up and him lay beside me. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer. I turned over, careful to stay wrapped in his arms. I looked up at him. "Yes abby? Do you have something to tell me?" I smiled and kissed him on the cheek. "Oh? You wanna play like that?" I giggled. "Yeah I guess." He pulled me as close as he could get me, so close I could feel his breath on my neck. He kissed me and pulled back slowly. I felt like my heart stopped. I smiled like never before. I don't know why that one kiss felt so good. But I did not care. He kissed me. I think that's enough proof that I was right about him having a thing for me. I don't know when I fell asleep, but I woke up in his arms, woke up to him smiling. "It's about time. I was starting to think you were dead." "Why would you think that?" He glanced over at the clock. "Oh." I laughed. He got up to get some water. I laid back, waiting for him to return. He took a sip out of the glass and set it down on my nightstand. Then he crawled back in bed with me. I got on my side and looked at him with what I thoguht was a pretty smile. I closed my eyes, then he kissed me. I was kind of shocked, but I did not care, I loved it. He pulled back and said, "Well my wife is not coming home until a few. So what do you want to do?" I laughed, "What are you implying we do?" "Well, I was kinda hoping you would pick up what I'm 'implying' to do." He kissed me and put me on my back. I did not care at that point what this was going to lead to. I had dreamt of this day since we were kids. My dreams for once were coming true. We kept kissing and then well it lead to things. I'm not getting into deatils. I'm just going to say it was great. "That, was amazing." I said between breaths. "Good," he laughed, "I made sure to do my best." I fell on my back laughing. "What?" he smiled. "Nothing. Just nothing." As my breath slowed down he pulled me closer to him and whispered in my ear, "I love you." My eyes shot open. "Wh-what?" I laughed nervously. "I love you." My heart started to race agian. I wasen't sure what to do. Do I kiss him? Do I smile? Do I say I love you too? I didn't not know how to reply. "Umm, I-I love you too." I rolled over quickly and took one deep breath. "I have to go." "Oh, okay." I smiled. "Should we do this again when my wife goes back out?" I could not tell if he really meant it, or was just joking around. "Yeah, I guess." I laughed a little. After he left I got up and got dressed in, a pair of black skinny jeans, black converse, and a black tank top. I put on a small jacket and walked out of my house. I walked to 7&11. I got a Twix bar, a Kit-Kat, and a Code Red Mountain Dew. I walked out of 7&11 and went to back to my house to grab my laptop. Then I headed off to Barnes and Nobles. I by then had finshed my Mountain Dew so I bought a Java Chip coffee from Starbucks. I opened up my laptop and started to work on my story. "She ran as fast as she could. She was running from the damn vampire." I clicked backspace. "That was shit." I muttered to myself. I went back into the book part of the store to read, to see if I could think of any ideas. You see I'm a writer, but I have writer's block. It's so damn annoying. I mean like really. I read a few books and got nothing. I went back to my laptop and then it hit me. Why don't I just write about my childhood? "I hated my childhood," I started to type. "There was this fat kid named Steven that always annoyed me in class. For some reason he was stuck in all my classes. I swear at sometimes I was going to die. When I was growing up there were classes of people. There we the pouplar white people, then there were the pouplar black people, then there were the nerd, and the weirdos, and then there was me. Yeah.....Well I had very few friends, but even them don't even fit where I was. I was the only true emo child. There was this short blonde girl that claimed she cut her self. She said that if she cut herself that must means she's emo. That pissed me the fuck off. It was an insult to me. To aviod getting into all the drama, I sat in class and busted my ears out to botdf which was and still my fav band. I became close to the quote 'Hater's make me famous.' I was never really a good kid during school. I got in trouble often. But it was hard not to. Being the way I was. I never thought I would change, but I guess I did. I had very close friends, this one friend stuck out from the crowd. We had been best friend, more rather sisters, ever since we were little." *ring* ring* *ring* *ring* "Shit." I muttered to myself. "Hello?" "Hey!!!" I heard music in the background. "Shit Balls." I muttered. "Hey babe, what are you doing???" "Dude, for one I'm not your girlfriend anymore and I don't want to talk to you." I hung up. It was my ex, he got drunk every year on this day. How could I have forgotten? It was the day me and Kevin broke up. I grabbed my coffee and put my laptop in my bag and headed out of the store. I started towards the woods and was going to the Secret Place. Or that's what it was called at least. This spot meant a lot to me. It was the spot where me and Kevin had first kissed. I pulled out my phone and started to dial his number. "Hello?" a drunken voice said. "Hey." "Oh hey babe!" I started to say something but I did not want to upset him. "Hey, are you okay?" "Yeah I'm fine why?" "Just checking." "You know I miss you." he muttered. A tear started down my cheek. "I know. But after what you did, I don't know if I can trust you." I heard him start to cry. "Baby..I'm sorry." he muttered. "I know, but Kevin..." "I have to go." "Okay, bye Kevin." I closed my phone. I wasen't sure how I felt about him. I was not sure if I loved him, or if I hated him. If I wanted him back, or if I should let him go completely. I was interrupted in thought by a noise. Like the breaking of sticks. I turned around, what I saw shocked by what I saw. "Kevin?!" "Hey." I saw the stains where the tears had run down his cheeks and on to his shirt. "How did you know to find me here?" "Well, this is where we broke up, I go here to sometimes." "Oh." He sat beside me. I started fiddling with leaves and twigs. "So, what are you doing here?" "I come here to clear my mind." He pulled out a bottle of liquor. He took a swig. I took the bottle from him. He looked me in the eyes. Then he kissed me. I pulled back and told him, "I can't do this." "Why?" he answered back disappointed. "I'm in love with someone else." He hit me. It wasn't a big thing, he had done it many times before. "It's always someone else! Always someone better than me!!! What the hell is wrong with me?! Huh?!?!" he yelled at the top of his lungs. "Nothing. You're fine the way you are." I whispered. "Huh?!" he struck me again. I felt my eyes watering up. I tried to hold my tears back, but it was useless, I was going to cry. He took the bottle from my hands and took a big swig out of it. "Abby, tell me, be honest with me for once, just once, is that to much to ask for? Abby, why don't you love me huh?!" He slapped me on my face. "I told you I'm in love with someone else." I whispered. "What Abby?! I can't hear you!" He went to hit me on my arm, but I grabbed his fist and twisted his arm. "No." I said boldly. "Ooo look at the little girl trying to fight back." He mocked me. I swung around and kicked him in the face. He fell to the ground. "I TOLD YOU KEVIN! I FUCKING TOLD YOU, I DON'T LOVE YOU. YOU HAD YOUR CHANCE TO LOVE ME, BUT YOU WASTED MY LOVE ON ANOTHER GIRL! I CAN'T HELP WITH YOU DID! YOU DID IT, NOT ME! NOW LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. He laid there in shock. Like I had done something no one had seen before. I stormed off. I went home and started a new diary entry. "Dear Diary, I had a fight with Kevin. But that's not what's wrong. It reminded me of Cristhian. I remember how he had said, "I love you Abby, I always will. I promise I will always be by your side." "Do you promise you will never hurt me?" "I promise." I remember that, that was our first kiss....." I reached inside my shirt and pulled out a locket. It was a picture of us on our 5th year together. I felt the tear roll down my cheek. I wiped it away. I was done for the day. I got dressed in my pj's and went to bed. The next few days past by and nothing happened. I just had a normal day. Which was really odd because usually bad things happened every day. *ring* *ring* *ring* "Hello?" "A-Abby, He-Help me please." I heard the phone go blank. I ask my friend if I could borrow her car. I rushed to his house. When I got there, the ambulance was already there. I saw his wife in handcuffs. Then that's when I saw it. He was in a strecther. They were holding a cloth to the wounded area, trying to stop the bleeding. I tried to get past the cops, but they would not let me. I glanced at the side of the ambulance. It was going to Mercy Hospital. I got in the car and rushed towards the hospital. I asked what room he was in. Room 17. His lucky number. I rushed up there as fast as I could. "What happened?" "He was stabbed. Are you family?" "Yes." I answered quickly. "Can I go in?" "Yes go ahead." I rushed in. "Oh my god, Cristhian." My eyes started watering up. "Cristhian, are you okay." I face palmed myself. Of course he was not okay. If he was he would be at home. I pulled a chair up beside him. I wanted to hug him so bad. Just kiss those sweet lips once more. I wanted to suck all of the pain away from him. He opened his eyes and smiled. "Abby, you here." "Yes, I'm here." "Cristhian what happened?" "She found out." "Found out that we slept together?" "Yeah." "Oh." I felt bad. I felt as if it was my fault. "Cristhian, I promise it will get better. Promise." He took my hand and kissed it. I smiled. *knock* *knock* I turned around. "Gabby? What the hell?" "Uhh hey, I need my car back." "Really, you ruined my moment for your damn car? What the fuck?" I handed her the keys. "Thanks." she said as she walked out. I then noticed that the couch beside the bed, turned into a bed. "Do you want me to stay the night?" "Yeah sure." I smiled. "I love you." I whispered under my breath. "I love you too." He looked at me and smiled. I did not think he heard me. I kissed him. He pulled back and looked surprised. "Haha, first time you made your move." He smiled. "Hold on a second." I stepped out of the room and called Gabby. "Hello?" "Hey, Gabby, can you bring me my laptop and my silk pjs?" "Yeah sure." "Thanks." She got there with my stuff. "Hey, thanks." "No promblem Abby."
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