Cheating On You (Leigh-Anne)

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by jadesricecrispecake

by jadesricecrispecake

Summary: Whilst Y/N moved on really quickly, Leigh-Anne never really got over him and despite recently getting married, she still feels dirty when she's intimate with her new lover....

Leigh-Anne's POV: I dated Y/N Y/L/N for a few years and it was my first serious relationship, then I dumped him as I thought he was being unfaithful after seeing him out with a girl who turned out to be his sister-in-law (if you have a sibling)/ or his manager. * Choose whichever you prefer*

Now, I'm married to my new husband Andre Gray, I mean I love Andre but for some reason, Y/N has always been sitting in my brain since I dumped him years ago, like we are just in a long-distance relationship or something because everytime that I get intimate with Andre, my mind keeps ironically thinking that I'm cheating on my ex-boyfriend, do you know what I mean? I've mentioned this to Jade and Perrie and they don't knoe the reason either.

"You still feeling that way about Y/N, Leigh-Anne?" Jade inquires, obviously noticing me being so disorientated and distracted throughout our song-writing session today.
"I can't get him off of my mind and I don't understand why... We broke up years ago and I'm now happily married to another man." I sigh, shrugging my shoulders. "Every time I'm with Andre, I just feel I'm being unfaithful to Y/N despite not having seen him in years..."
"Getting over a ex-boyfriend is always quite hard but this is getting abnormal, I barely take that long to get over them." Jade continues, patting my shoulder comfortingly.

"I dumped him because ironically I thought he was cheating on me but now it seems to be coming back to bite me in the ass, it's all just really confusing and I don't know what to do about it!" I explain and they both nod in an understanding way.
"There could have been a deep emotional and psychological bond between you two and so you've always seen each other as soulmates and that nobody could change that." Perrie sugggests and I guess that she could be on the right lines, me and Y/N were always so tightly-bonded that sometimes, it was impossible to get us to be separated from each other.
"I don't know.." I shrug my shoulders once again, accepting the fact that I may or may not ever find out the deep root cause of this but we shall see...