Moments

Unwanted Dreams.

Mindy:

Did this really happen? The interview went on a little longer than it should have been. I got called back into work, but I couldn't go. I didn't want to go. Instead, I NEEDED to be home to sort this all out. My phone rang. 'Zaynie ☆' I declined it. It rang once again and I picked up this time.

"Mindy! Where are you?" I didn't respond. 

"Mindy, please talk to me. Please. I'll explain everything to you when we get home. Tell me where you are."  

"I'm walking home, Zayn. I need some space first." 

"Could you plea- Okay. I understand."  

"Bye. I'll see you at home."  

"Bye. I love you, Mindy." 

"I- I love you too." I hesitated.

I hung up the phone as I walked around the corner. My feet began to ache from walking too fast. I saw that my flat wasn't that far away, so I kept my pace steady. The front foor flew open, scaring me. Zayn stood in front of me observing my face.

"Mindy." He whispered. 

"Wh- I- Why do they keep doing this to us?" I couldn't hold my tears any longer. 

"Shh, Mindy. I know. I can't stand this either." He brought me into a hug.

I needed that hug. His hug. My heart ached from people trying to tear me and Zayn apart. We have gotten into some long arguements that lasted for days about this topic, but it was only for us to get some space. I loved him and he knew that.

"You know it's all fake. Don't believe it. I love you and only you." Zayn whispered to me. 

"I know. I love you too." I whispered back.

We finally let go from our hug. Zayn and I both decided to order some pizza for dinner instead of making it. I changed into some comfy clothes as did Zayn. Soon the pizza came and we had dinner and relaxed.

After washing the dishes, I went to go get ready for bed. I didn't want to deal with this day any longer. When I had gotten out of the bathroom, Zayn was already in bed waiting. For me. He gave me that notorious smile that made every girls' heart melt. I made my way to my side of the bed, got under the covers and looked over at Zayn who was already staring. I scooted closer to him. He wrapped his muscular arms around me and held me tight.

"Goodnight and sweet dreams, babe." 

"Goodnight, Zaynie."

|| "What did you just say?!" Zayn's voice boomed throughout the whole flat. His chest was rising. Up and down. Up and down. Fist were clenched tightly. Eyebrows were furrowed. He was furious.  

"I-I said maybe we should just take a break from all of this. Us." My voice was quiet and shakey. I was scared of what Zayn could do to me. 

"Yeah, maybe." He finally came up with his words. 

"Okay." Tears streamed down my face. 

I headed to the bedroom to collect my things. The door was slammed to the wall as I ran through. I didn't want to leave him. No, but I felt like he wanted to leave me. Maybe it was meant to be. I quickly finished up and looked around the room. From the time we first kiss to the first time we argued, this room contained many memories of me and my love. Zayn.||

"Mindy!" Zayn shook me awake.

My breathing was rapid. I was sweating like crazy. Was that all a nightmare?

"Are you okay, love?" Zayn looked into my eyes. 

"I thought I lost you." Tears streamed down my face.  

"Wha- Never. You will never lose me." He brought me to his chest where his tee soaked up my tears.

There I laid in his arms. Safe and loved. I soon fell asleep with a different dream.